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sam's pain kink and serial killers fetish + dean being canonically a bit sadistic and enjoying torturing people in hell .. a match made in heaven.

weirdcest where they've never done anything sexual, but they're as comfortable being naked around each other as married people. one in the shower while the other's on the toilet. dean pulling his pants down to ask sam whether he thinks this rash is herpes or just an ingrown hair. sam walking out of the bathroom, cock out, like "dude, where's my razor?" sleeping fully naked in separate beds.

you soiled yourself to kill your brother; you cannot be with him. you experienced death time and again, and you experienced the feather-light comfort that came as guilt faded away. you know your brother's hands can hand your freedom back to you. they're the same as the ones who fed you. they're the hands who cradled you. your brother's hands are your hands, you a similar thing with him. your brother loves you.

Sam being so wound up and needy that he starts regressing when he’s with Dean. Calling him De and Big Brother. Pawing at him and trying to drag him closer and closer. Whining and pouting if Dean pulls away even a teeny tiny bit because he wants his big brother on him, over him, and in him right now. Suddenly becomes teary eyed and scared Dean is gonna leave him. Better believe Dean eats that up like a starving man