My Heart is an Algorithm
thinking about the time I said we were all trauma bonded to the internet...
I meant I want the algorithm of my heart
to show me one hundred suns setting
on the horizon of my lungs.
I want to inhale one hundred golden hours, then breathe out the seven wonders of the world,
have everyone on their yoga mats stretching their capacity for wonder
and reconnecting with the ancient practice of being here.
I want to refresh the feed of my mind.
Have my attention span reset
to the frequency of Earth's heartbeat,
let my circadian rhythm unsubscribe from urgency
and regulate itself with the blue light of the sky.
I want my soul to be notified
when the people I love are
online with themselves.
When they're awake at midnight
scrolling their lover's mind
like an archive.
I want them to know
they've gone viral in my heart
one hundred times.
That I have saved every moment
on the hard drive
of my beating chest.
I want to leave this world
with a search history
full of curiosity.
I want to spend more time looking up
than looking away.
















