Free Verse Poetry

My soul is grateful..

Sweat streams down my face air. Begging my heart to stop trying to escape my chest. Don’t go changing invisible dreams. Appears only when days are low. Disappears in the peak of high days. Why do you taunt me. Your sweet blissful sense of hope. How dare you drag me under. supposedly leading me to a light of hope. Deceiving my tired eyes glossed over. I was betrayed on my hope of wishful thinking. A decision that cost my well being. Stressing me out of my element. I have a pain in my chest. I heavily start to sweat. Begging my heart to stop trying to escape my chest. Don’t go chasing invisible dreams.

What’s up

For what reason.. I don’t know why.. Hurt feelings I have I can’t deny.. At one moment in time I want to cry.. But instead I held it all in and suffocated it until it all died.. Why bother why try.. When you know your going to get denied.. So I’ll save myself for once from the tears I may cry..

I sit next to him wondering if he notices me. I look over but no hesitation comes across what so ever. I wish I could tell you all that runs through my mind everyday. But even the simplest expression could damage the beginning of a beautiful friendship. I believe to see unwinding. Please save me from it all. Why do I yearn to tell you I love you. Yet I know nothing about you. Why do I care about your well being and I find myself very curious of your mysterious lifestyle. You fascinate me so much. Why though. I wish I could tell you that I would like to spend more time. Even if it’s laying under the stars on a roof top discussing life sharing a blanket. I want your company.

Sometimes you pull me up out of water to breathe when I feel like I'm drowning in my thoughts. Or find ways to draw my attention by trying a number of things making me accountable for the most responses you get out of me. Why? Just a silly game in your head for a laugh? Or is it because your trying to find the potential in me as I search for it in you. Shed light on me. Show me the way. Help me find the key to your mind so I may enter and vibe. Possibly look in your eyes and head towards your soul. Why do I feel the need for you? Why do I feel like my soul needs a recharge of your energy to revive myself from being dead so many days. What is life? Because your still young getting started and I'm getting older trying to have it all together. But with you I have everything in the world. Just your love and compassion is the shield I need to fight against the evil set out in this world. I'm thankful your caring. For I was blessed to see the side that shows the heart slightly warm with a chilling edge. Wrapped in a tough shield of metal. I hold it gently as ever as if it was surrounded by glass. I put it next to my soul praying that maybe it will melt to the core and placed inside my chest to live forever. I love you my friend. Let it be known you have a heart of gold.

I don’t understand how people can just be out right hateful towards others. It’s disgusting. Never wanting to see people prosper but rather seem them fail all the time. How do we allow people to stay in our lives like that? How do we allow people that try to intentionally hurt us stay in our lives and give them chance after chance to do better and they fail us every time and we still make up excuses. When technically speaking you’re self- sabotaging yourself to become hurt again by the same person. The very snakes in the grass we tend to “point out” are the very exact ones that we call our “friend, babe, bro, bestie” what is life? But being so blind has you lost with the most obvious of statements they may speak by letting you know the intention they have towards you. What to do? Cutting them off is too simple and easy. The life we live in requires complicated actions that leave yourself and/or others in a hole. And what that does is destroy us and everything around us. Putting so much at risk to keep this one person around regardless if it means you lose a lot of important things and/or people along the way. So your bounded by negativity, drama and depression. Searching for peaceful days and happiness. When you can find peace within yourself by releasing the toxic energy inside you and just take a deep breath in of positivity. Surround yourself with people of encouragement and who want to see you succeed. Those are a few of the key elements to enjoy yourself and others.

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