Transfemme Beam BLAST!!!!

idk how to rlly start w this but um. ive been struggling to feed myself everyday. im back living w my verbally/emotionlly abusive father in the house where i experienced most of my abuse as a preteen/teenager and its causing me near constant triggers. getting thru every day has been a battle. i still havent found a job and theyre giving me until october 1st to find one thats full time w benefits, or theyre kicking me out. im completely broke, and have been frequently been skipping meals since im "not allowed" to go downstairs or eat between 9pm and 8am since the smallest noise or the smell of any food wakes up my stepmom whos been almost just as been almost as bad as my dad is. ive lost a significant amount of weight in the just 2 months since ive been back here. theres multiple cameras in and outside of the house and my every single move is questioned constantly, so ive been isolating in my room most of the time. ive been completely financially cut off by my family and my only irl friend that could help out has moved 3 hours away. i could go on and on abt the shit ive been dealing with in the recent weeks.

it effects everything.

being trans is easier when youre white.

being gay is easier when youre white.

being disabled is easier when youre white.

being a woman is easier when youre white.

being autistic is easier when youre white.

oppression is eased when you are white, as you get extra privileges, and your whiteness is seen as a positive characteristic that in some ways counter-balances your other forms of being a minority. whiteness controls everything.

you are automatically way more innocent in your own oppression as a gay, trans, disabled person because of your whiteness.

three things:

1. it’s true

2. white people get pissed when i bring this up/wear this shirt