hello & welcome

Just saw some looksmaxxing ass photos of Auston Matthews. Blew my mind

“The backrooms is a unique concept that appeals quite exclusively to the modern psyche” WRONG. Its a perfect reconditioning of the most ancient horror concepts imaginable. The yawning endlessness of the backrooms inspires a feeling of unease similar to being lost in the woods. One wrong turn, one misstep and suddenly you don’t recognise the trees you spent your entire life walking through. Nothing is as you’ve seen before but its enticingly familiar. Well trodden paths end abruptly, and you find yourself looking at holes in the underbrush for a way put . Stepping through the fairy door, and the forest is full of almost-people and the shadows of beasts.

the online identity and gimmick-ifying of autism is so odd. I'm diagnosed with autism and yet I barely identify with any stuff I see about it anymore. It feels like autism is being rebranded as the Silly Guy Disorder that gives you smart and beautiful hyperspecific interests. it's not that I mind silly jokes or being lighthearted about being autistic- but when the entire social movement is based around marketing us this way, I just can't help but feel isolated from it. it feels like I'm not the right kind of autistic. I'm not marketable and digestible to common audiences, and therefore I am discarded by the movement in the name of progress and acceptance. it feels foul.