all i want is to want nothing

goddamnit i miss her (the love of my life when i was young)

aka

sometimes losing a friend is the saddest thing ever

“Before God leaves, He clears the table, pats my head, and presses two messages into

my palms. In my left, You are the bridge. In my right, You are the dust.”

1: A drawing of two hands, facing away from the viewer, thumbs touching each other, outlined in black. "My hands ache again"

2: "I would count how many times it's happened this week alone but y'see," four drawings of a hand moving from an open to a closed position, and in red text, "It kind of hurts to move"

3: "I know where it hurts, I know why it hurts," in black. One hand is drawn in black, palm open, the other sketched in red, circles around joints and nails. In red, "I also don't know where it hurts, I also don't know why it hurts."

4: All text in red, "There's only so much I can do. They admittedly help a lot, but when they fail" three drawings of two hands. First, both steepled in black, then one interlaced with a faded red sketch, then both interlaced in red. "There's only so much I can do"

5: "so yeah," in red. Two hands, sketched in red, palms up. "My hands ache again."

i dont think i ever showed tumblr my take on sanji's gay* crisis

this isn't necessarily zosan but it can be read as such if you want? i just really like their onscreen relationship,,, theres such a level of respect and trust there hence why i think despite everything sanji would only open up to zoro about this

and yes zoro did learn the words "internalized homophobia" just to throw them at sanji