Do You Want To Play A Game

This is my main blog, I just post my thoughts, art, random stuff or my hyperfixations. # discord: Gavxqn # Gavin / Gabhán (or any nicknames) # He/she- INTP - Eng/Irl

My friends treat and treated me 100% better then any partner ever has, they say “I love you” and “goodnight” and “goodmorning” stuff I never got from a partner.

It feels so werid when someone says somthing like that because in my horrible experience of relationships brain I go “saying goodmorning is so much wow they must care extremely about me” when it’s just a general thing people do

It feels extremely werid when your friends hype you up and make you more happy then a partner because isn’t a partner supposed to make your feel happy and say the happy things aswell?

“Yo sick art!!” Vs never responding or sending somthing completely different with no correlation to anything

(I tried to find an example but I couldn’t find even one of this person hyping me up or being positive)

And I always came with the positivity even when it was only on my side because that’s the kind of person I am

Megatron mentioned and megamind mentioned 🙀

It scares me a bit because I don’t want to seem “too much” or one sided

I really don’t want one sided again 💔💔

Also I don’t want to get like “rejected ” not in the romantic sense but I’m so scared of like “dude calm down your being a bit much” I would genuinely cry

Pls let’s be normal and NOT scare the poor innocent lad away 😭😭

Like I said goodnight and he said it and he said have sweet dreams like that made my day so much 🥺🥺

(My friends say it but never my last fp)

(I’m not saying I have BPD definitely but smth isn’t right in my head with people I get attached too)

(Pps my exs and therapist have said it’s a possibility)

This is the person getting death threats/wishes ^

@daddylongerlegs @ouunaschl @sydsquid0708 @heavenlyparasite-0 @merry-fanciful-company @georgieiscringe @binkyandthebinkmachine @localchaosskelton

Oh c’est moi!! Wow!

SHUT THE FUCK UP.

(Reference to Bart vid)

Guess what?

This is all I have to post

I have people mocking a horrible debilitating disease!

Isn’t that nice ??

I can’t even I have normal pandas/pans disability awareness flag but transphobic and ableists get one

What the hell man

Fuck transid

Fuck transid supporters

Fuck transid “it doesn’t hurt anyone”