I donāt post much on here. In a weird fucked up way I keep this account to hold on to the past. One amazing lady of the past got me on here more. I hope she sees this. I was just watching Beabadoobee āthe perfect pairā music video⦠and it always pulls me back to you. Your vibe your style of love. I do wanna take that song and make it metal. It fucks me up. I also, realized. I canāt count on anyone anymoreā¦. I need to unlock my bullshit, in which, āI feel like is the reason you feel in love with me in the first placeā. And recorded and produce my own thoughts. Yes I got massive metal brothers and homies. But what if it was 100% me. No outside influenceā¦
That Hit scares the living fuck out of me. If you read this or not. It doesnāt matter.your the one girl that made me ok. And you left. I know why but we canāt talk about it because your new dude is a narcissistic cunt and drew first blood. I canāt imagine how supportive he was with all your shit. I hope he is good to you but I know him I know his past and I canāt say anything else. I wanna hear you sing one time. After the lessons.
























