me, nervous

I can't explain why (or maybe I can, I've gone through some severe trauma the past 2 years and it's somewhat comforting to remember things I used to enjoy), but lately I've been going back and rewatching the old Shane videos with Garrett, Andrew, etc and wow. That really was his peak time, huh. Like he had actually managed to bury a lot of his bullshit from the past and make a whole new name for himself only to then ruin it all in what, a couple of weeks? I mean, I was obviously a pretty big fan at the time and after everything I haven't watched any new videos from him in literal years at this point. Just really weird to think about how he so quickly ruined the new image he built, and also apparently lost two (maybe three) of his closest friends/coworkers in the process.

the fact I’m lowkey still in the building