It's been so long that I'm actually afraid to post here.

TL;DR version: I won't be using this site anymore. Thank you for the happy memories, your love and kindess, patience to teach me and share your personal experiences and views.

Thank you for following me during whatever amount you have, be it years or months or hours. When I joined Tumblr in my very early adulthood, this site became both curse and blessing. I learned a ton from patient people, bonded over things I couldn't IRL, got advice, support, incredibly kind words

. Tumblr is not a place for me anymore. I feel like it was a phase in my life that has now come to it's end. Actually it had came to that end years ago, and I want to move on.

I have worked under this artist name for over a decade, and I don't feel like it or my past represent my "now-self" anymore at all. I want to grow as a person, and be free myself from things, thoughts, concepts I felt I had some sort of obligations and debt - whether it was material or social, anything. I want to start fresh with new mentality.

I remember my regular viewers, love the funny messages I get and those who are meant towards my characters, and I wish I could answer to them all with fun little illustrations. Know that I've read them all, and I love you guys for having time and interest to message me. I'm sorry I can not reply back. Social media, writing (especially English), and to unknown people is and has always been overwhelmingly resource consuming  for me, physically and mentally. You deserve more.

There are a ton of health related issues and reason I have to limit my social media usage, but I don't want to go into details, list my health history or all the things that I deal with everyday life: I feel like it won't change a thing to be public about it, and if I open about it, it would get out of hand, be waste of everyone's time and my resources.

What I want you guys to know is that I'm thankful, it's been fun, and this is not the end. It's just a new era. I want to become better, for people around me and - as selfish it is to me to write this - for myself.  Began to live after these 27 whatever years (i don't remember how old I am, 28?).

Last summer I made some break through in therapy, and I think the healing has began (fingers crossed for that). I don't know how many boss fights there's still ahead and if I can avoid all the traps, but I will try my best.

I don't know how active and concentrated on URL and social media I will be in the future, but just so you know I loved your company and interacting with my characters <3

To celebrate the 20's, to began my new journey to find myself.