彼女と彼女の猫

can we talk about how fucking exhausting it is constantly trying to distract yourself from your own mind? not being able to have any real time to relax yourself because you’re so terrified of your own head is so mentally and physically draining and if it’s something you’re going through i’m so sorry and i love you. this is a very real and common side effect of depression/anxiety/other mental health issues and more people need to talk about it.

i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

i cannot punish myself in any way that will unmake the past.

the scary part about getting better is that there's this constant fear that things will go back to what they once were

it’s crazy how people give victims shit for being bitter and unforgiving towards someone they have every reason to hate. stop shaming people for not ‘letting go and finding peace’. you don’t get to tell people how they should be healing. normalise victims being angry as long as they want, even forever

sometimes i sit and i am like why am i so tired and then i remember everything this body has been put through and i realise.

I love being alone <- girl who has known nothing but loneliness her entire life and so has no choice but to take comfort in it

for the sake of appearances i am very much a “that’s none of my business” and “i don’t need to know about that. you keep that to yourself” sort of fellow. removed. respectful. but being fully honest i AM a nasty little ears perked freak… like yes tell me all of your information without being prompted at all. i love to listen.