Mickey x Ian

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

Me:

Nicki Minaj is offering to pay tuition for dozens of her followers on Twitter right now, as long as they have good grades.

GOD I Love Black Celebrities making real shit like this 

For the longest time, Ian and Mickey were a source of happiness for me, everything about it - about reading, about writing, about watching - it was all happiness. You know, of course they had their angsty moments on the show, but it worked out, and it was rarely anything major. Then came season five, right? And with that, came the drama. And the asshole writers, and all of the speculations about what went on behind the scenes, and what was going to happen with their relationship, and the show. And when it came to canon, everything was pretty grey. But on here, we just kind of ignored it, and we wrote and we came up with our own universes, and continuations and we patched things up, and we fixed it, and it was happiness to at least some degree. Reading, and writing fanfiction, and doing fan art, and gifsets, it was still a good thing. Then came season six, and it became even darker in regards to canon, but we all still tried to move past it, and stay alright, and keep Ian and Mickey happy in our AUs, and we all did our best to ignore the shit going on.

Well now it’s season seven, years after everything started going to hell, and I… I just… I don’t know. They don’t bring me happiness anymore. These fictional characters that I have spent so much time on, writing and reading and loving, I… I don’t care. They have been replaced by Jude and Zero, and Stiles and Lydia, and my own original couples in my books, and… I’m… I’m starting to feel incredibly done. Not like the spur of the moment kind of done like before when I’ve been angry and I’ve written post after post about how I’m gonna delete my blog - no. I’m not angry at the moment, I’m just feeling very, very done. You know, like why should I keep going with something that doesn’t bring me happiness anymore?

Jude and Zero bring me happiness. Stiles and Lydia, Patrick and Richie, other fictional couples bring me some kind of happiness. Crafting out perfect storylines for my own books and characters, that brings me happiness.

He is not straight. He will never be straight. (He is not bi either because Jake has said that Deran identifies as gay multiple times!!!)

He will always like dick.

Is that clear? Do I need to write an essay on this or can we all accept this extremely simple fact?!