Rotted

Think about one food all day eat it feel guilty repeat

I could’ve sworn I gained weight but the scale keeps going down. Breakups are good for one thing I guess but I feel crazy rn .

Trying to talk the guy who assaulted me several time out of killing himself while I’m having a mental breakdown about not knowing how to feel wanted and feeling anxious about my boyfriend not sexualizing me is crazy. love today great start.

People hurt me and I apologize again and again and make excuses but is it ever ok idk anymore

I hate the human body I want to starve cause urgh but also want muscle which takes like atruck load of food 🥲

No one knows how bad I am and it makes me want to get worse

It’s so fucking cold outside but I want to run so bad

Will I ever break bmi of 21