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I feel sick

I wish I could take back control. I couldn't possibly hurt him how he hurt me. I just wanna know...why did he do it? How did he feel? What was going through his mind all those times? Did he...like me? Did he find me attractive? How long did he? Was that night planned? Some of those I've only gotten I don't know... that's so fucked. I want to know so bad and I hope he never forgets that night and all the times after because I sure won't. He can still go home and see his family every day as if nothing happened...I can't.

Last night I got triggered abt my abuse and it was scary

If you see someone who doesn't have a "perfect" smile don't you dare comment on it. That can ruin someone.

Marvin's room typa night 😳👉👈

Envy.

Who?