g-espenst:
PSA:ok i’ve done some thinking
Edit: OH YEAH ONE LAST THING. your threat of a restraining order for screenshot evidence of your vauge posts of threats and lies on a public platform? yeah, sorry: you’re a fucking joke. ain’t nobody contacted you or circumnavigated anything to send you shit. all you had was that you were blocked since nobody wanted to fucking look at you on dash. nobody went out to contact you and nobody wants to contact you. grow up and quit it with the fits, it’s getting old at this point and you call yourself mature? lmao yeah right. You’re not even mature enough to accept what you did was disgusting and pathetic. I could care less what image you and that other idiot want to portray yourselves as nowadays: I know you both will never own up to what you did but pretend you “moved on” all you want. More like running from the consequences of your actions when people start finding out what isn’t adding up in your bs stories.
than again this probably will go out through one ear and out the other as you have no common sense but im done here.
There was ZERO miscommunication throughout this. That excuse used by your enablers doesn't work here. You and your puppet kiwi started a whole fit over twisting and misinterpreting my ooc posts for my oc YOUR OWN. You are so insane you start problens for no reason and i have had enough of your bullshit. If i want to gatekeep stuff for my oc, i have every right and you can take your monstrosity of an oc and leave. My mistake was giving the ok for kiwi to make a shitty sibling oc for my muse and then you both made things uncomfortable with your victim acts and gaslighting.
Your sitting here feeling "shaken up" of your own ACCORD. That's your fucking problem. You are on a DNI and your actions are stated there FOR A FUCKING REASON. I HAVE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS BLOCKED BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SEE OR INTERACT WITH ANY OF YOU. GROW THE FUCK UP. Your fucking vaugeposts are disgusting and it's hilarious how you want to talk shit about someone and expect me to just take you constantly making me the villian when YOU AND YOUR CUNT FRIENDS ARE THE ISSUE. You are literally so insane you have started problems with everyone back on da and they avoided you bcyou were cracked. Now i see why. I have screenshots of your actions and i cant even stand looking at them. I dont even want to fucking know you exist. You disgust me as a oerson. I can't even call you a person.
some friends helped calm me. I’m still angry and disgusted at this person but those of you have been sent my new account through ims, don’t worry im keeping that account just in case. i’ll remain on here. i still have that person blocked and i still want nothing to do with her or her sheep. Haven’t spoken to them since march 5th 2020 but i guess someone never change.
that’s not my problem.
I still have that google doc of all the times she’s vauge posted about me and trying to paint me as someone who causes people trauma when she can’t even read the room on what she did to my friends and I. And you know what the sad part? that this fit of theirs stemmed from....rp. Because god forbid i have irl problems and that has nothing to do with them. nope they have to make it all about them. Whatever, my point is; if she tries ostracizing me again on tumblr, I have no qualms on posting the google doc. my friend also who has dealt with her and her behavior also has plenty on what she did.
I don’t care what she wants to say: she can try explaining why she picked fights over people with posts that have nothing to do with her and explain how she tried taking advantage of a S**** Attempt to make it all about her and her bs of rp. Because it’s not like people have IRL problems isn’t it? Noooooo, it has to be ALL about you doesn’t it? Pathetic. The fact you called me posting not wanting people to make siblings for my oc back than as Passieve Agressive, I seem to recall you inserting your own oc towards a friend’s oc, and her being jealous of that oc’s wife. Up to the point where the person who wrote with that friend even felt like “it was personal” from your end. You have had the habit of pushing others out by inserting your damn oc and if it’s a female muse with a male muse whose fc you’re horny for, that female muse gets treated like shit. You even took over rp threads in the discord server when one of your female twats was in that said rp thread, pushed us all out and then the rp dwindled to you guys. You never noticed that? You never noticed how so fucking overbearing that you were that when you all commented in a channel, people left that channel?
Grow up. What’s even funnier is that you are using the same tactics as that group back on deviantart you hated so much. Mmmmhmm, hypocrite much? Especially with all the damage you caused.....over playing pretend. God, you almost even made me quit rp’ing as a hobby thanks to your behavior and smear campaign on me. You used someone who you infatialized by calling them a “kid” to enable your behavior and defend you who also invalidated MY trauma by saying my evidence was not enough. Guess what? That so called “kid” was and still is an adult who made the choice to defend your behavior. I have no obligation to apologize for cutting someone like that off. You also talked mad shit about her behind her back too so don’t be painting it all on me. I owned up to what I said and that is the only thing I will apologize for for that person, you even told her I would have screenshots of what you said too, proving you can’t even be bothered back then. Her however sending a photo of herself “Crying” not two fucking days after i was recovering from my attempt mentally and physicall, THAT IS ON YOU AND HER. You just couldn’t WAIT to start. THAT is low.
As for your friend who you said to a friend of mine who was terminally ill (in whom you tried to turn her against me but she wasn’t having it) saying that your puppet “got screwed over”, I got plenty of choice words for that one: someone who tries to act like the expert in the mental health of someone who they don’t even know, tries to invalidate their experiance by saying “if your attempt wasn’t like this, then you’re lying” which is disgusting in of itself; don’t you come and say it was a miscommunication. There was no miscommunicationt there. You both wanted to make me say I was blaming you for my attempt, once again trying to make things about you, and I can never forgive someone that does that. Not to mention; do explain to me why everyone I’ve spoken to, says “Who the fuck asks someone, no, DEMANDS A PICTURE AS PROOF THE NEXT DAY? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT PERSON?” And that’s no lie, because she did do that, and clearly nobody finds it normal. Not how she tried acting like an expert in my mental health or even this. It’s disgusting. And trying to dictate to me, on how MY OWN ATTEMPT EXPERIANCE SHOULD HAVE GONE, SAYING IF IT WASN’T LIKE THAT OTHER PRETENTIOUS TWAT OF A FRIEND OF YOURS, MINE DIDN’T HAPPEN. Yeah, that TOTALLY makes you an expert when it actually doesn’t. Your friend’s attempt experiance? I couldn’t care less and while this may make me sound chold hearted, she was in on your bs as well, and her experiance is irrelevent because you were just using it as an excuse to impose how other people should feel, like you always do. Newsflash: that’s messed up and that is no joke.
You are VILE.
And you, are so disgusting that you told my friend her anxiety basically had a one year time limit ater you guilt tripped everyone by pulling your oc out of rp, complaining about rp not being fun anymore NOT FIFTEEN MINUTES AFTER YOUR CONVO WITH MY FRIEND AND ANNOYING ME ABOUT HOW NOBODY WAS TOLERATING YOUR OC’S ANNOYING ASS. Making excuses such how dare we have preferences meanwhile you go to the same people every single time. You know there were other people in that server besides us right? You never bothered with them. No, I know what you wanted: you wanted my two friends to cater to you and your oc, but you always shoved me out. And that’s not an exgerration. You hated whatever I did, and it’s only now I realize that.
I don’t know what your damn issues are, but when I remember, you been doing the same exact shit back on deviantart and like many people, I thought you were innocent back then. Now I look back after all this and think “God damn, the fucking pattern was there all along.” I don’t need your permission to take evidence, because the only one here with the problem, is you for being overbearing and controlling towards everyone. You made everyone except your sheep on that server feel unsafe and they only voiced their opinions of you AFTER you were gone. Fucking hell, even one user was too afraid to be in the server because of you. How the fuck do you explain that?
You have zero idea of the mental and physical stress you have caused me with your stupidity that you still continue to do. You done nothing but lie, post threats, and vauge about me. I’ve been silent up until now minding my own fucking buisness, but you can’t seem to grow up and reflect on your behavior. You are not mature, you never were. You were vile and awful. Stay in your fucking lane with your sheep. All you do is lie and try to ostracize people. Just like you did to someone on the discord server, and then I found out you were covering for the person who sent a screenshot to that group of my friend in the old vent server, but had us all believe it was someone else.
the fact she cannot let her bs go, after nearly two years and I still want nothing to do with her, trying to heal or even relive the trauma SHE put me through, is truly pathetic. I don’t care what lies she wants to place, i’m not here for it. If people want to invalidate what she did to me, and unfollow, feel free to do so. I’m here to write and keep to myself as I’ve been doing, but I guess someone who took fiction up to the extreme and demands respect they don’t deserve can’t stop putting my name in their mouth.
I’m not joking this time; please do not interact with me if you are with the person on the dni. i’m not talking about that other weirdo who made up some lunacy of me stealing from them. I’m talking about the first one. I don’t want to have that person put me through anymore trauma. im done.
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i don’t know what else to add without getting so angry, because this person will not stop until it runs us off, but both of us have plenty of evidence. and we’re fucking done.
she has been blocked and had no contact with us since march 5th 2020. literally nobody wants to fucking talk to this person, she’s only playing up the victim for drama. We’ve long moved on from the damage she caused. If she’s upset at being blocked so we don’t have to come across her, then I say once again: she has fucking issues. Issues i could care less of, and I don’t need her circus.
I’ve never been so disgusted with a person like this and it’s amazing how long someone is willing to drag their bs until they got no new tricks. It’s tiresome. Get a life. I’m out of this account, and if you ever by chance happen to find my new one, and find you’re blocked again as you should be: TAKE THE FUCKING HINT AND SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU’VE DONE WRONG AND I DON’T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOUR DRAMA EPISODES.
Also I still remember what you called me. “Fucking Two faced piece of shit” and the worst out of my friends huh?
That’s rich coming from the person with a hard on for their victim act. The two faced one here is you, cunt. Except a good majority of others see through you and your friends bs. How much do you get paid to throw fits like an overgrown toddler? Doesn’t it get tiring causing drama, like you picked fights over with others on posts that had nothing to do with you? go fuck yourself.
Bye felicia. Continue whinging on your account, I’m still gonna be here doing my own thing and living my best life. Enjoy the bitter circle you made for yourself.
anyway:
Because apparently she most likely flipped her shit (as usual i’m no longer surprised) when she found oh horrors of horrors: I had her blocked and still not trying to contact her! Wow, crazy right?
fucking shoot me at this point.
whatever goes on in that thing’s head makes no sense. it never did.
You’re literally just saying “oh woe is me I found out i got blocked by someone whose mental health/life/literal fucking health in general I ruined”
bruh. get a fucking grip. you rubbed my friend the wrong way with admitting you hold onto grudges and while that’s somewhat understandable, in this case: you have ZERO right to be angry. The one who should be and is right now angry, is me.
Kindly fuck off back to your corner and let me be. And stop annoying me
EDIT: what has the abusive piece of shit learned?
Absolutely nothing except how to run her mouth and spout more fucking lies : ) im done, here's the google doc.
