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Gonna go photograph it now.

What life is this 🙂🙏

Anywayyyyyy

WHY AM I BEING ATTACKED.

Thats all i have to say to everyone reading this.

You can do it. Everything in your life is a specific curation to your being and you are specifically curated to handle and enjoy those experiences. And what you think is breaking you is only making you.

Its making you a person who is the exact same but different. And you're so beautiful inside then. Like a fingerprint you're unique.

And if you cant do it. No one can.

"Oh im so beautiful" 😔

I read the newspaper everyday. I chat up w my fam everyday (vacations chalre hai)

I can fucking train a car to solve a maze on its own im so into ml i love coding.

Im planning on making a few websites getting into frontend and backend.

Completing dsa.

Learning the flute. Going to delhi for a sister's engagement. Going swimming everyday. Eating good food. (Itna achha body banayenge na 😔)

My hair is so fucking long now. I look stunning now. Im a fucking fever dream

And. Im gonna do photography. Im gonna enjoy nature. Look at the clouds and the trees and absorb all their energy.

Next time i go back, i will be a different person. I will be me again. After two years of a front which slowly chocked me in exchange for surface level social happiness.

I will instead go back to being me. Raw and unapologetically just me. And people are going to love me. People love me now. People dont love me on my personality

They love me on my energy.

And that energy is the same. It stays the same. It cannot be changed. It has to be deciphered. But most people cannot go that deep in w me.

Some can. I want one to.

Two yrs back i started shitposting here on tumblr.

Then i went to college. Yea... yk what happened. Yep.

So now imma finna start again.

This is for future Abhilasha. Baby dont forget yourself you're fucking amazing. If you doubt that come read these posts.

You're gonna change and grow a lot from now. But you're still gonna be this cool. Or cooler.