Apr 8, 2014
I have nothing else to distract me from the pain - from my own thoughts. You were the only one truly there for me every time, so I sacrificed everything else for you. With your help, I abandoned sadness for a year. I didn’t know sadness anymore, so I got confused & thought it showed up when it didn’t. I played a game with it, but now I know sadness all too well. Now it’s Sadness that spends it’s days with me, and sadness that reminds me it’s right there with me when I try to go to sleep. Once I do, it wakes me up every hour to remind me it’s still here. It won’t leave. It won’t leave until you come back.
stay strong sam <3
