"If your dear heart is wounded, my wild heart bleeds with yours"

Ha... My ex, who constantly said she wanted to get back with me and even cried when she thought I was seeing someone, she video called me just to show me that she was with someone else ("comfortable clothes", same bed... same blanket. You know what I mean). You know, I was considering it, although I was avoiding getting into a relationship with all my might while I try to get my mind in order, but that was a pretty funny plot twist, actually. I've always liked her unintentional sense of humor, like when someone is accusing you of doing something and then doing it first to "protect herself," in this case, sleeping with someone else haha... ok. Anyway, I'm not sure if she knows this, but, no hard feelings, I will always want the best for my exbabies, and consequently, the best thing for me too.

Tumblr has been so weird lately, like, I haven't seen posts with more than 20K likes since, I don't know, 2015?! and suddenly there are posts with more than 70K reblogs and way more likes (Which is great, don't get me wrong, I hope this site never dies), but past few weeks I've noticed that It seems that even though more people are returning to use this hell site, the reach for some things has decreased. For example, a while ago when I posted a drawing, most of the likes or reblogs would come within the first few hours, and this would decrease over time, but sometimes it continue on spaced-out days. I've never gotten more than, like, 40 or 50 reblogs on my art, mainly because I'm not a blog that really promotes my art or seeks to do so (or maybe cause it's shit lol), but It's bizarre to think that now I'm lucky if I get 2 likes 9 hours after posting my art, you know what I'm talking about?! (maybe I'm even talking to myself right now, I'm sure about that). I mean, I've noticed this for a while now and It's not normal for absolutely everything you do to suddenly become uninteresting. I really don't care how many likes my art or shits I say get, otherwise I wouldn't be here making my 0-note posts lol and keeping them up because this was and always will be like an open therapy journal... but is fucking It's bizarre how this seems to be the case with the site itself, and not because our art suddenly looks crap. I don't know if this post will reach anyone, I really don't think so but if the same thing is happening to you, I don't know, send up some smoke signals.