[NSFW Warning] I recently had sex for the first time in over a year. OMG, I was definitely rusty.
First off, the douching was difficult. I hadnβt done a through douche in a very long time since I hadnβt planned on sex. That being said, I needed to do the douche & Imodium method because I just felt uncomfortable without it.
Then while we were in the act, he was eating me out and it was a little rough. Itβs been a while so maybe I just donβt remember. But at some part, it hurt with how hard he was sucking on my pussy lips. Regardless tho, I was hot and opened.
Then he started sucking my dick. If you know me, Iβm a bottom. I rarely like my dick being sucked just because I get self conscious and it doesnβt ever feel like what I think other guys who have their dicks sucked feels like. But, unexpectedly, I started thrusting into his mouth a little. He went all the way down to the base. I donβt have a giant dick or anything. Itβs average length and slightly above average thickness. Iβm not sure if itβs, again, because itβs been a year or heβs just really good with his mouth, but this was one of the best blow jobs Iβve gotten. I wanted to keep thrusting until I came in his mouth. But he pulled off and went back to my pussy and kept eating me out.
After a while, he started pushing his dick into meβ¦ No lube. I was definitely scared because Iβve had bad experiences with not using lube. But, his dick just slid into my ass so easily. His dick is big too. He has slightly above average length, and really, really girthy dick. Like, my first time taking it years ago, I almost tapped out because I felt like it was ripping me. Iβm much more experienced now (even if itβs been a year) and itβs usually a little tough in the start and then easier the rest of the time. This time though, like I said, my pussy must have been really wet and opened because it pretty much fell right in.
After a few strokes, I needed a break tho. The feeling was too intense and I wasnβt ready to cum yet. I also havenβt been penetrated in a while so I needed to get used to that feeling of being full again. It didnβt hurt, just intense. We kept fucking and taking a break. At one point, I started sucking his dick. I have a really bad gag reflex. But, this time, I took his entire dick to the balls without gagging. I was so impressed. I kept sucking until his dick was dripping wet with my spit. Then he flipped me over and started fucking me, hard.
Eventually, I had to take a hit of my poppers. Once I did that, I lost all control and was pushing back onto the dick and letting him fucking me hard and senseless. I wish I would have huffed my poppers sooner because it was everything. Everything I wanted to feel, to have happened, thatβs what I was getting. Eyes rolled back, ass bouncing back, hole loose and gaped open around his dick, pussy just absolutely demolished. He ended up cumming hard into my hot hole. I kept squeezing my hole even after he finished so I can get every last drop. I didnβt want him to pull out. I wanted him to get hard again and fuck me all over. But eventually, his erection went down and he slipped out.
I didnβt get to cum. Which is honestly fine because I knew I wanted more and if I had to jerk off until I came for him, it was going to take a long time. We ended up talking for a little while, just hung out naked. That was weird at first, because I get self conscious. But after a bit, I didnβt even notice. He showered and then got dressed. He kissed me a few times and then was on his way. After he left, I jerked off and blew a massive load. I really want to have sex again. But our schedules donβt always line up and he canβt give me dick as often as I want or need it.
That being said, Iβm very happy with my experience. I hope this opens up for me to have more sex not just with him but with more people. A fantasy of mine is to just be a hole for several guys. A cum dump for men in need. One day Iβll get there. But this was a great start and reintroduction into having sex.
Hope you enjoyed my story and experience. Be on the look out for more as they happen.
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