fuzzy B)

obviosuly I've been keeping to myself for a while now online, mostly because I odnt want to burden too many people with my shit that i deal with thats basically all my fault anyways so who cares. but im at the point where its just getting to be too much. i know wthat i am a horrible person and should ne hurting myself a lot more and i dont know why i havent been, seriously i am very selfish to even still be alive. i wish i could say everything ive done, i wish i could be less of a pussy and just tell everyone how awful iam so everyone would leave me but noooo everyone has to pity me . stop doing that btw I dont deserve it.ive been wanting to do something about myself for months now but again ima fucking pussy ans cant get myself to . Well maybe finally now i will. I know i cant just sit idly by anymore and pretend nothing happened. i must seek out forgiveness and see if i deserve it. if i pass then i deserve to keep living. if not then i dont. simple as that and nobody can change my mind. I know what ive done and i feel like modt people would want me dead if they knew too. I really do want to get better, i want to show the world ive been improving. But thays only in my head. And if its true I havent actually imporved at all then well I'm fine with killing myself becauss its ultimately what you get when yoi treat everyone adound you like a piece of shit. Dont feel bad for me when im dead! Or maybe ill find that im not that bad after all! We will see soon!

happy birthday to me

this is the real pride month drawing

pride month drawing with one day of pride month left. lol

kleiver with a cleaver

a crazy discovery has been made

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