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Alisa has officially moved! She can now be found over on @serabellyms along with the rest of my Mass Effect muses!
Alisaβs Shepard verse has also moved as a βseparateβ muse (rather than listed as an AU) to that blog!

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PERMANENT PLOTTING CALL !
By liking this post, you are indicating to me that you would like me to send you a message discussing some potential plots for your muse and Alisa! These could be platonic, ship-related, whatever you're feeling! Please note to keep my IMs condensed/organized, all messages will come from my Ashley blog (virmireisms). Please, if liking this post, be willing to help with and/or provide a few ideas we can work from. I don't mind if I have a few ideas in mind, but I do expect plotting to be a collaborative effort. Interest tracker not required for plotting, but highly recommended for this (and will be required before any starters are sent--I will ask you to fill it out before I will write the starter). Multi-muses, please either specify a muse or have a few in mind before liking this. Idea bouncing for crossovers for your muse(s) also counts as plotting to me even if you know nothing about Mass Effect!
ββPLOTTED STARTER ! βββββ€· @primitiveside
The whole house was abuzz and bustling with whispers and chatter between the kids living there. There was a new guy,Β and that was a big deal. Itβd been a long time since they had someone that was new, someone that seemed like he was going to stayΒ for an extended period of time. Of course, so far heβd talked to absolutely no one, seemingly only appearing when there was food to be had, and disappearing promptly after.
But what was new guyβsΒ story? That was what interested Alisa. There were always new people, but this particular new guyΒ seemedβ¦ different. Usually, it was younger kids being brought in; some ran away after a few days, and a few stayed. Alisa was one of the few that had stayed; she wasnβt going to end up on the streets if she could help it. Not to mention she was a particularlyβ¦ specialΒ case, in a sense.
After allβit wasnβt hard to determine that a child with clear biotic potential shouldnβtΒ be given to the grandparents who protested and called them abominationsΒ openly and proudly.
While everyone seemed to have been avoiding Riddick, giving him a bit of a berth⦠Alisa was either too friendly, or too brave. With two plates in hand she approached him, setting one of the plates in front of him. A simple sandwich: ham, cheese, lettuce, pickles, butter, and a little mustard. Nothing out of the ordinary, really.
βHey.β She managed a smile. βAlisa. You, uhβyou can call me Liss, though. It was, uhβ¦ Richard, right?β She hoped that was the name theyβd been told. God, her memory sometimesβit was such a mess on the worst of days.
On the basis of strategy alone, he had a feeling this wasn't going to go according to plan. Flimsy, with holes bigger than a pyjak all over it, but a plan nonetheless. His intelligence training and field espionage skills carried most of it on his end. There were parts that he'd played, words that came out of his mouth that he would find pompous and hollow at any other time.
Tedious for sure, though the bright side to it was not having to go through the steps alone. His mission partner had stunned the crowd, drawing attention away from the faces of two Alliance soldiers to instead fall onto her figure, and they were none the wiser. With that kind of thinking ahead, who could complain?
It worked long enough for them to slip behind a closed off area without raising alarm. Well, almost without raising alarm. They were left with little choice.
"You sure?" His brows furrowed at Alisa's suggestion. It wasn't outside of the realm of comfortβat least for himβbut somehow he didn't expect they'd end up in a rather clichΓ©d scenario straight out of cheesy spy vids. As if what they were doing was comparable in any way. He gave Alisa a nod, his hands shooting up to hold her by the waist, pressing her body up against the wall with his own, effectively trapping her in between to sell the image, and finally taking her lips in his. Guards be damned; they were playing another part now.
In a situation like this, a cover was a cover, and a cover was something they needed to maintain. So far, Alisa had done what she could to keep the crowd attracted to her, keep eyes on her as much as possible, and let him listen in on the conversations of the people present. Sheβd picked a stunning jumpsuit with a deep V in the front that hugged her in all the right places in the torso, leaving just enough to the imagination that the guise worked.
And now it was time to put it to use. Theyβd snuck off to one of the more private areas, hoping to be able to find a route they could to reach their targetβs office. Once they were in, it was a matter of getting the information they needed, and getting out. Sheβd let him slip off first, then managed to sneak away herself after a small, drunken commotion drew the attention of everyone else, guards included, on the opposite side of the party. It was just enough that she could sneak away and meet up with Eronβ¦ except for the fact that there were still a few guards patrolling nearby that needed to finish their rounds.
Was she absolutely sure, suggesting what she had? Not particularly. Sheβd be lying if there wasnβtβ¦ something there. Something sheβd been trying to bury for months now, something she dared not make a move on. Suggesting thisβ¦ well, sheβd be lying if that wasnβt a factor in the back of her mind. But she was sure it was the best way to avoid drawing attention to themselves, or rather, to make themselves look simply like two party-goers who might end up leaving together at the end of the night.
Only when he had her pressed against the wall was she acutely aware of how much bigger he was than her; even though they were playing nothing more than a role right now, and the majority of her senses were tuned to their surroundings, she knew she had to make it seem legitimate. One leg raised, hooking around the back of his thigh as she shifted, angling so she had a line of sight one way just past him, listening for any footsteps she could hear. βOf course Iβm sure,β sheβd whispered before his lips met hers, her motions automatic; natural, but there was nothing behind them. Her eyes werenβt focused on him; they were looking around, ears listening for anything. Footsteps, movement, anything that wasnβt created by them.Β
As she could see a guard peering around the corner, Alisa let out the most drunken girlish giggle she could muster, internally cringing at herself. If there was one thing she was good at, it was sounding like little more than a party girlΒ right now. βThose seem like very expensive clothes,β she said, knowing sheβd spoken loud enough for the guard to hear. βToo bad Iβll be ripping through them tonight.β The huff and shake of the guardβs head before he disappeared told her sheβd certainly been more than successful at selling their distraction.
βGuess my research paid off,β she muttered quietly, waiting a few moments as she stilled. βMr. Wakefield likes to have his staff hire escorts the attendees can take into one of the many bedrooms for the night.β A clever cover; Alisa hadnβt managed to get her name on the list, but with how many there were and the varietyΒ of escorts hired to fit varying tastes, she fit in perfectly with the crowd. βDidnβt think Iβd have to make use of that information, thoughβ¦β
β β β well... could βa been worse. alive and not crushed is better than ahβ¦ crushed. β she laughed nervously, antsy hands rubbing at her sides as her eyes roamed the room for any sign of a way out. the only way in sight was forward, which that alone wasnβt so promising. river was glad she was at least stuck with shepard. anyone else and she was certain sheβd go crazy.
she turned on the flashlight to her helmet, eyes narrowing and squinting as if it would help see passed the dust from the debris that filled the air. a frustrated sigh was all that she could manage as she tried to steel her nerves and gesture to the captain that they should continue on.
β i know usually in these scenarios we should just sit still, but i feel like thereβs gotta be some kind of way outta here. even if itβs a shifty way out. i donβt wanna just trust the stability of this place after the first collapse. β
This was not how she wanted her day to end. Hell, this was not how she wanted this mission to end. Get in, get out, that was what they were supposed to do. So much for that; theyβd managed getting in, but theyβd failed getting out rather spectacularly. They were trapped, and getting out wasnβt going to be easy. Moving the rubble with biotics would be a stupid plan; the chances of it coming down further and crushing them made that impossible.
βWeβll just have to agree to disagree on that fact.β She wouldnβt agree that alive and trapped was better, not with the way her heart was racing. Trying to mentally talk herself through things, keep herself calmβ¦ all of it was more difficult than she expected. Youβre the hero of Elysium, and youβre freaking out about a little rubble, she griped at herself, huffing under her breath as she tried to just breathe through what was happening. She was supposed to have nerves of steelβ¦ or so the reports all said.
There was no way she was living up to that right now.
βWe have to, uhβ¦ be careful. Ifβif we move any more of the rubble, then it mightβ¦β Collapse. Breathe, she reminded herself. βMaybe, uhβ¦ Anotherβanother entrance?β Yeah, maybe that was the play. Maybe there was another entrance; a place like this would have a secondary emergency entrance for scenarios like this, she figured. After all, building this deep underground, it would be foolish to not have that. They just had to look.

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It was almost a routine at this point, to turn around at every corner and come unto an officer treating the mundane task of bureaucracy with absolute contempt. Desperate to leave, but tolerant enough to stay for the pay. He watched the exchange play out, keeping his voice low despite the amusement, "Well, I guess it's good having somebody famous with us. I wouldn't wanna do any of the talking."
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She was growing tired of the politics. Day in and day out, over and over again, all she was dealing with was politics.Β And now, all she seemed to be able to leverage was her Spectre status and nothing more; out here, even her status as a formerβif you could call it thatβAlliance soldier held little to no weight. She was thankful the Council had reinstated her Spectre status; if sheβd lost that, then sheβd have been screwed.
But at least, despite her awkwardΒ situation with the Alliance, she was still the Hero of Elysium. That much hadnβt changed; and that was a status that, even if it was tied to the Alliance, people would still respect. Someone on shore leave, unarmoured and with nothing more than a pistol and her biotics to defend herself, had managed to hold off a flank all on her own. It was a hell of a featβ¦ and at least, dealing with the bureaucracy she was now, it was coming in handy.
Alisa couldnβt help but roll her eyes as, much to her chagrin, Eron was poking fun at herβagain.Β βI never askedΒ to be famous,β she clarified, huffing as she turned back in the direction of the ship. βNot that Iβm saying I didnβt earnΒ it and that Iβm not going to use it to our advantage to get done what needs to get done, butβ¦ I never askedΒ for it.β Of course, recipients of the Star of Terra were rare at best, and she was one of the only living onesβ¦ throw on top of that the Palladium Star for their actions saving the Citadel two years ago, and she was a well-decorated hero.
ββββ¬ @hopegained β¬
and iβd do it a million times over, i promise you that, if it eases your heart
The stress had started to get to her. She always kept a positive outlook, always wanted to make sure those around her smiled and were happy; lately, that had become more and more difficult. With the war dragging on, with things becoming more and more difficult, the wear and tear was starting to show. Impulsivity and recklessness started to show in other areas; while she wasnβt risking missions, she was certainly doing a good job of putting her foot in her mouth and making a fool of herself.
That had happened yesterday, unfortunately in front of the one person she hadnβt wanted to make a fool of herself in front of. Sheβd been upset he was reckless on their last groundside run, and when asked why, sheβd said things too plainly: because youβre important, and I care about you, and you mean the world to me. She hadnβt expected herself to be that honest about it, and it certainly hadnβt taken her long to turn almost as red as her hair, beeline for the elevator, and disappear into her cabin. There was no way she could face him, not after that. Maybe heβll forget, she tried to convince herself, but she knew that was not likely.
She hadnβt expected him to come up to her cabin, and she certainly hadnβt expected him to grab her and kiss her like that. And she certainly couldnβt help a quip at what he said after, if only to make one or both of the smile. βYou mean taking a shot meant for me that couldβve killed you, or coming up here and kissing me like that? Because Iβd definitely take the latter again, if youβre offering.β
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By liking this post, you are indicating to me that you would like me to send you a message discussing some potential plots for your muse and Alisa! These could be platonic, ship-related, whatever you're feeling! Please note to keep my IMs condensed/organized, all messages will come from my Ashley blog (virmireisms). Please, if liking this post, be willing to help with and/or provide a few ideas we can work from. I don't mind if I have a few ideas in mind, but I do expect plotting to be a collaborative effort. Interest tracker not required for plotting, but highly recommended for this (and will be required before any starters are sent--I will ask you to fill it out before I will write the starter). Multi-muses, please either specify a muse or have a few in mind before liking this. Idea bouncing for crossovers for your muse(s) also counts as plotting to me even if you know nothing about Mass Effect!
"What do you mean, he's escaped?"
"It looks like you're in trouble there. Can I help?"

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"But this is the only thing that's made the last three years bearable."
πΒ *Β βΒ πππππΒ ππππ:Β Β πππππΒ Β ( sentence startersΒ from episode 1 of Andor.Β feel free to change pronouns & wording as needed.Β )
β Donβt even think about it. Sheβll send you home cryinβ. β β Looking for something special tonight? β β Is there something amusing? β β You keep looking over here like thereβs something funny. β β Oh, that is a hard look for a little thing like you. β β Iβm not moving. You want it, you take it and I walk away. I donβt need any surprises. β β You didnβt mean it. He fell.Β We had a misunderstanding, andβ¦ Weβll go in together. β β We played too hard in hitting, and you didnβt understand it. He tried to grab you, andβ¦ and he fell, and he hit his head. β β If itβs not important, why not tell me? β β ___ said you were outΒ ruining your health and reputationΒ with friends of low character. β β Donβt tell anybody you saw me. Donβt tell anybody you know where I am. β β Stop! And I donβt mean just the talking. I mean stop. β β I want you to conjure a suitable accident. β β I suspect they died rushing to aid someone in distress. Nothing too heroic. We donβt need a parade. They died being helpful. β β Donβt put your feet on my desk in my absence. β β I canβt wait that long. β β You said he wanted to meet me. β β Youβve been holding out on me. β β No, no. The answerβs no. β β Just promise he knows nothing about any of this. β β Now, go fix your face. β β I wouldnβt worry. Sheβs tougher than both of us. β β Iβm getting tired of hearing that. β β What, not happy to see me? β β Iβm not one of these losers gonna let you float until they forget how much you owe them. β β Iβm gonna do us a favour and not mention this happened. β β Youβre gonna get us both in trouble. β β I was gonna ask if I could borrow it again tomorrow. β β No. Weβre done. No more favors. No more deals. β β I donβt want to knowΒ what youβre doing or whyΒ or where you took this thing last nightΒ or any of it. Finish up. Get out. β
Finally got around to making some new icons for Liss. I made a few of the ME3 ones before I left for my trip, but Iβve finally managed to finish some ME1 ones and plan to work on some more this week.
πΒ Β * Β β Β ππππππ ππ πππππΒ ππππ πππ Β ( sentence starters from chase atlanticβs album beauty in death. feel free to change pronouns & wording as needed. trigger warnings: drugs, guns, violence, sex.Β )
ππππππππ.
β Iβm three pills down and wide the fuck awake. β β God forgive me if I sin. β β Now Iβm lying here awake sipping hennessy to wash away the pain. β β Take the gun right out the safe. β β Put it up against my head and blow my brains. β β Iβm paranoid. β β The blood is dripping down my throat. β β I can hear them knocking. β β I got demons at my door. β β Just promise me you wonβt let them inside. β β I donβt deal with situations lightly. β β Iβve never been the type to run and hide. β
πππππππππππ.
β Feel the affection through a chemical rush. β β Baby hold my hand we can slow dance. β β I didnβt need much yet I wonder If itβs ever enough. β β I can tell that the anxiety Is tearing me apart. β β Go on break up my relationships and break my fucking heart. β β ____ you canβt leave without me again. β β Pick me up and leave me face down bleeding. β β Life with you is just a life without a meaning. β β I donβt want to live in fear, ____ β β I hate that I depend on you when life gets hard. β β You got me singing please, Iβm such a fiend, ____ β β My life can only get better when I break you in half. β
πππ πππ ππππ .
β Please donβt try this shit at home. β β We send souls up to the sky. β β Iβma scotch every motherfucker in the game. β β You know Iβm feeling bulletproof. β β Why waste time when you get high on the weekend? β β Why waste time when you get high when you can? β β Cause thereβs nothing left to do. β β Iβma put the burner on his ass. β
πππππ.
β I think the nitrous did damage. β β I canβt feel my legs, yet Iβm standing. β β I barely make it down the stairs without panic. β β I can see the pain in your eyes. β β Iβll take you to heaven if you die. β β Caught in a daze I persuade her with my own complications. β β Says Iβm stuck in my ways, thatβs understated. β β I canβt even hear you through the speaker. β β Lyinβ to me baby, make it worth it. β β Hop right on the ledge, jump right off the edge. β β I could say the sameΒ βbout my life. β β Promise, baby, Iβll take you to heaven if you want it. β
ππππππ ππ πππππ.
β Itβs hard to wipe that smile off her face. β β Donβt base the emotion off fear. β β Thereβs beauty in death sometimes. β β You should see her on a bad day. β β Tell me, whatβs up with the sad face? β β Lights they lead me home, they lead my loneliness. β β Iβll make sure to make it by, for one night. β β It might make you lose your mind. β β I donβt wanna waste your time. β β Thatβs why thereβs angels in the sky. β
ππππππ πππππ ππ.
β Tell me I canβt have it, bitch. β β Got respect on my neckΒ βcause I stay focused. β β Worked that nine-to-five, had my head low. β β To be honest I wonβt live long. β β So liberated, give a damn what you say. β β No, I do not fuck with you losers. β β Play with me Iβll get you stuck. β β Iβm gonβ get tired of fucking and rolling. β β The city go high at two in the morning. β

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βββSuccess is not final. Failure is not fatal. βββββItβs the courage to continue that counts.ββ
ββindie, canon-friendly original character alisa marta dubrovsky of mass effect.βββsquadmate (me1 & me3) & shepard (paragon, war hero) verses available.βββcrossover, multimuse, sideblog, & oc friendly.βββblog is 21+ only, minors dni.βββwritten by serabellym (she/her, 25+).
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βββ People will forget what you said. ββββPeople will forget what you did. βββββββBut people will never forget βββββββββhow you made them feel. ββ
π Β * Β β Β ππππππ ππ πππππ ππππ πππ Β ( sentence starters from chase atlanticβs album beauty in death. feel free to change pronouns & wording as needed. trigger warnings: drugs, guns, violence, sex. )
ππππππ.
β Lay on the couch and letβs get busy. β β Type to make you fuck βtil you finish. β β Immediately got me losing my mind. β β I ainβt picky, bitch, I want it all. β β Iβm gonna grab the phone, and Iβm gonna smash it on your desk. β β Look, I need you to call me because ____ is calling with questions β
πππππ.
β Been on and off my whole life. β β Why waste your time, thereβs nothing left inside. β β ____, you were there for me when no one ever cared for me. β β ____, you would lie to me and tell me everything would be alright. β β Youβll always be a friend to me, for life. β β Sheβs been flirting with me all night. β β I canβt see the stars because theyβre dancing. β
ππππ ππ ππππ.
β Promise you wonβt fuck the whole town when you get this.Β β β I just hope you get the message. β β If you get a minute, call me back.Β β β Iβm so lonely and youβre the only one that knows me. β β if youβre busy, then I understand it. β β Itβs bad timing and Iβm probably gonna end up crying. β β Hereβs hoping twenty minutes I'ma hear that phone ring. β β And Iβm guessing that youβre lonely. β β See, Iβve been taking medicine so I can relax. β β I hope youβre not mad. β
π πππππ πβπ ππππ πππππ.
β It says a lot about the person Iβm becoming. β β How ironic that I donβt trust strangers. β β Iβm so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. β β This world is big, itβll kill me if I donβt figure shit out. β β Have you ever seen a grown man cry? β β Iβve never felt this tired. β
πππππ.
β I donβt feel euphoria, no, I feel empty. β β This might be the reason that she left me.Β β β Old friends turning into strangers.Β β β Newer friends, theyβre becoming dangerous. β β Her friends never really liked me, theyβll do anything they can to spite me. β
ππππππ.
β Overslept once again, if there was sunlight I missed it. β β I like to sleep because it feels like Iβm dead. β β We all got vices, mine is every single night I roll the dices. β β Honestly I think that Iβm depressed. β β Tried to go to rehab but I passed out. β β I wonβt play these games. β β I just wanna do what make you happy. β