Alisa has officially moved! She can now be found over on @serabellyms along with the rest of my Mass Effect muses!
Alisaโs Shepard verse has also moved as a โseparateโ muse (rather than listed as an AU) to that blog!
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Alisa has officially moved! She can now be found over on @serabellyms along with the rest of my Mass Effect muses!
Alisaโs Shepard verse has also moved as a โseparateโ muse (rather than listed as an AU) to that blog!

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โโPLOTTED STARTER ! โโโโโคท @primitiveside
The whole house was abuzz and bustling with whispers and chatter between the kids living there. There was a new guy,ย and that was a big deal. Itโd been a long time since they had someone that was new, someone that seemed like he was going to stayย for an extended period of time. Of course, so far heโd talked to absolutely no one, seemingly only appearing when there was food to be had, and disappearing promptly after.
But what was new guyโsย story? That was what interested Alisa. There were always new people, but this particular new guyย seemedโฆ different. Usually, it was younger kids being brought in; some ran away after a few days, and a few stayed. Alisa was one of the few that had stayed; she wasnโt going to end up on the streets if she could help it. Not to mention she was a particularlyโฆ specialย case, in a sense.
After allโit wasnโt hard to determine that a child with clear biotic potential shouldnโtย be given to the grandparents who protested and called them abominationsย openly and proudly.
While everyone seemed to have been avoiding Riddick, giving him a bit of a berthโฆ Alisa was either too friendly, or too brave. With two plates in hand she approached him, setting one of the plates in front of him. A simple sandwich: ham, cheese, lettuce, pickles, butter, and a little mustard. Nothing out of the ordinary, really.
โHey.โ She managed a smile. โAlisa. You, uhโyou can call me Liss, though. It was, uhโฆ Richard, right?โ She hoped that was the name theyโd been told. God, her memory sometimesโit was such a mess on the worst of days.
On the basis of strategy alone, he had a feeling this wasn't going to go according to plan. Flimsy, with holes bigger than a pyjak all over it, but a plan nonetheless. His intelligence training and field espionage skills carried most of it on his end. There were parts that he'd played, words that came out of his mouth that he would find pompous and hollow at any other time.
Tedious for sure, though the bright side to it was not having to go through the steps alone. His mission partner had stunned the crowd, drawing attention away from the faces of two Alliance soldiers to instead fall onto her figure, and they were none the wiser. With that kind of thinking ahead, who could complain?
It worked long enough for them to slip behind a closed off area without raising alarm. Well, almost without raising alarm. They were left with little choice.
"You sure?" His brows furrowed at Alisa's suggestion. It wasn't outside of the realm of comfortโat least for himโbut somehow he didn't expect they'd end up in a rather clichรฉd scenario straight out of cheesy spy vids. As if what they were doing was comparable in any way. He gave Alisa a nod, his hands shooting up to hold her by the waist, pressing her body up against the wall with his own, effectively trapping her in between to sell the image, and finally taking her lips in his. Guards be damned; they were playing another part now.
In a situation like this, a cover was a cover, and a cover was something they needed to maintain. So far, Alisa had done what she could to keep the crowd attracted to her, keep eyes on her as much as possible, and let him listen in on the conversations of the people present. Sheโd picked a stunning jumpsuit with a deep V in the front that hugged her in all the right places in the torso, leaving just enough to the imagination that the guise worked.
And now it was time to put it to use. Theyโd snuck off to one of the more private areas, hoping to be able to find a route they could to reach their targetโs office. Once they were in, it was a matter of getting the information they needed, and getting out. Sheโd let him slip off first, then managed to sneak away herself after a small, drunken commotion drew the attention of everyone else, guards included, on the opposite side of the party. It was just enough that she could sneak away and meet up with Eronโฆ except for the fact that there were still a few guards patrolling nearby that needed to finish their rounds.
Was she absolutely sure, suggesting what she had? Not particularly. Sheโd be lying if there wasnโtโฆ something there. Something sheโd been trying to bury for months now, something she dared not make a move on. Suggesting thisโฆ well, sheโd be lying if that wasnโt a factor in the back of her mind. But she was sure it was the best way to avoid drawing attention to themselves, or rather, to make themselves look simply like two party-goers who might end up leaving together at the end of the night.
Only when he had her pressed against the wall was she acutely aware of how much bigger he was than her; even though they were playing nothing more than a role right now, and the majority of her senses were tuned to their surroundings, she knew she had to make it seem legitimate. One leg raised, hooking around the back of his thigh as she shifted, angling so she had a line of sight one way just past him, listening for any footsteps she could hear. โOf course Iโm sure,โ sheโd whispered before his lips met hers, her motions automatic; natural, but there was nothing behind them. Her eyes werenโt focused on him; they were looking around, ears listening for anything. Footsteps, movement, anything that wasnโt created by them.ย
As she could see a guard peering around the corner, Alisa let out the most drunken girlish giggle she could muster, internally cringing at herself. If there was one thing she was good at, it was sounding like little more than a party girlย right now. โThose seem like very expensive clothes,โ she said, knowing sheโd spoken loud enough for the guard to hear. โToo bad Iโll be ripping through them tonight.โ The huff and shake of the guardโs head before he disappeared told her sheโd certainly been more than successful at selling their distraction.
โGuess my research paid off,โ she muttered quietly, waiting a few moments as she stilled. โMr. Wakefield likes to have his staff hire escorts the attendees can take into one of the many bedrooms for the night.โ A clever cover; Alisa hadnโt managed to get her name on the list, but with how many there were and the varietyย of escorts hired to fit varying tastes, she fit in perfectly with the crowd. โDidnโt think Iโd have to make use of that information, thoughโฆโ
โ โ โ well... could โa been worse. alive and not crushed is better than ahโฆ crushed. โ she laughed nervously, antsy hands rubbing at her sides as her eyes roamed the room for any sign of a way out. the only way in sight was forward, which that alone wasnโt so promising. river was glad she was at least stuck with shepard. anyone else and she was certain sheโd go crazy.
she turned on the flashlight to her helmet, eyes narrowing and squinting as if it would help see passed the dust from the debris that filled the air. a frustrated sigh was all that she could manage as she tried to steel her nerves and gesture to the captain that they should continue on.
โ i know usually in these scenarios we should just sit still, but i feel like thereโs gotta be some kind of way outta here. even if itโs a shifty way out. i donโt wanna just trust the stability of this place after the first collapse. โ
This was not how she wanted her day to end. Hell, this was not how she wanted this mission to end. Get in, get out, that was what they were supposed to do. So much for that; theyโd managed getting in, but theyโd failed getting out rather spectacularly. They were trapped, and getting out wasnโt going to be easy. Moving the rubble with biotics would be a stupid plan; the chances of it coming down further and crushing them made that impossible.
โWeโll just have to agree to disagree on that fact.โ She wouldnโt agree that alive and trapped was better, not with the way her heart was racing. Trying to mentally talk herself through things, keep herself calmโฆ all of it was more difficult than she expected. Youโre the hero of Elysium, and youโre freaking out about a little rubble, she griped at herself, huffing under her breath as she tried to just breathe through what was happening. She was supposed to have nerves of steelโฆ or so the reports all said.
There was no way she was living up to that right now.
โWe have to, uhโฆ be careful. Ifโif we move any more of the rubble, then it mightโฆโ Collapse. Breathe, she reminded herself. โMaybe, uhโฆ Anotherโanother entrance?โ Yeah, maybe that was the play. Maybe there was another entrance; a place like this would have a secondary emergency entrance for scenarios like this, she figured. After all, building this deep underground, it would be foolish to not have that. They just had to look.

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It was almost a routine at this point, to turn around at every corner and come unto an officer treating the mundane task of bureaucracy with absolute contempt. Desperate to leave, but tolerant enough to stay for the pay. He watched the exchange play out, keeping his voice low despite the amusement, "Well, I guess it's good having somebody famous with us. I wouldn't wanna do any of the talking."
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She was growing tired of the politics. Day in and day out, over and over again, all she was dealing with was politics.ย And now, all she seemed to be able to leverage was her Spectre status and nothing more; out here, even her status as a formerโif you could call it thatโAlliance soldier held little to no weight. She was thankful the Council had reinstated her Spectre status; if sheโd lost that, then sheโd have been screwed.
But at least, despite her awkwardย situation with the Alliance, she was still the Hero of Elysium. That much hadnโt changed; and that was a status that, even if it was tied to the Alliance, people would still respect. Someone on shore leave, unarmoured and with nothing more than a pistol and her biotics to defend herself, had managed to hold off a flank all on her own. It was a hell of a featโฆ and at least, dealing with the bureaucracy she was now, it was coming in handy.
Alisa couldnโt help but roll her eyes as, much to her chagrin, Eron was poking fun at herโagain.ย โI never askedย to be famous,โ she clarified, huffing as she turned back in the direction of the ship. โNot that Iโm saying I didnโt earnย it and that Iโm not going to use it to our advantage to get done what needs to get done, butโฆ I never askedย for it.โ Of course, recipients of the Star of Terra were rare at best, and she was one of the only living onesโฆ throw on top of that the Palladium Star for their actions saving the Citadel two years ago, and she was a well-decorated hero.
โโโโฌ @hopegained โฌ
and iโd do it a million times over, i promise you that, if it eases your heart
The stress had started to get to her. She always kept a positive outlook, always wanted to make sure those around her smiled and were happy; lately, that had become more and more difficult. With the war dragging on, with things becoming more and more difficult, the wear and tear was starting to show. Impulsivity and recklessness started to show in other areas; while she wasnโt risking missions, she was certainly doing a good job of putting her foot in her mouth and making a fool of herself.
That had happened yesterday, unfortunately in front of the one person she hadnโt wanted to make a fool of herself in front of. Sheโd been upset he was reckless on their last groundside run, and when asked why, sheโd said things too plainly: because youโre important, and I care about you, and you mean the world to me. She hadnโt expected herself to be that honest about it, and it certainly hadnโt taken her long to turn almost as red as her hair, beeline for the elevator, and disappear into her cabin. There was no way she could face him, not after that. Maybe heโll forget, she tried to convince herself, but she knew that was not likely.
She hadnโt expected him to come up to her cabin, and she certainly hadnโt expected him to grab her and kiss her like that. And she certainly couldnโt help a quip at what he said after, if only to make one or both of the smile. โYou mean taking a shot meant for me that couldโve killed you, or coming up here and kissing me like that? Because Iโd definitely take the latter again, if youโre offering.โ
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"What do you mean, he's escaped?"
"It looks like you're in trouble there. Can I help?"

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"But this is the only thing that's made the last three years bearable."
๐ย *ย โย ๐๐๐๐๐ย ๐๐๐๐:ย ย ๐๐๐๐๐ย ย ( sentence startersย from episode 1 of Andor.ย feel free to change pronouns & wording as needed.ย )
โ Donโt even think about it. Sheโll send you home cryinโ. โ โ Looking for something special tonight? โ โ Is there something amusing? โ โ You keep looking over here like thereโs something funny. โ โ Oh, that is a hard look for a little thing like you. โ โ Iโm not moving. You want it, you take it and I walk away. I donโt need any surprises. โ โ You didnโt mean it. He fell.ย We had a misunderstanding, andโฆ Weโll go in together. โ โ We played too hard in hitting, and you didnโt understand it. He tried to grab you, andโฆ and he fell, and he hit his head. โ โ If itโs not important, why not tell me? โ โ ___ said you were outย ruining your health and reputationย with friends of low character. โ โ Donโt tell anybody you saw me. Donโt tell anybody you know where I am. โ โ Stop! And I donโt mean just the talking. I mean stop. โ โ I want you to conjure a suitable accident. โ โ I suspect they died rushing to aid someone in distress. Nothing too heroic. We donโt need a parade. They died being helpful. โ โ Donโt put your feet on my desk in my absence. โ โ I canโt wait that long. โ โ You said he wanted to meet me. โ โ Youโve been holding out on me. โ โ No, no. The answerโs no. โ โ Just promise he knows nothing about any of this. โ โ Now, go fix your face. โ โ I wouldnโt worry. Sheโs tougher than both of us. โ โ Iโm getting tired of hearing that. โ โ What, not happy to see me? โ โ Iโm not one of these losers gonna let you float until they forget how much you owe them. โ โ Iโm gonna do us a favour and not mention this happened. โ โ Youโre gonna get us both in trouble. โ โ I was gonna ask if I could borrow it again tomorrow. โ โ No. Weโre done. No more favors. No more deals. โ โ I donโt want to knowย what youโre doing or whyย or where you took this thing last nightย or any of it. Finish up. Get out. โ
Finally got around to making some new icons for Liss. I made a few of the ME3 ones before I left for my trip, but Iโve finally managed to finish some ME1 ones and plan to work on some more this week.
๐ย ย * ย โ ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ย ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ย ( sentence starters from chase atlanticโs album beauty in death. feel free to change pronouns & wording as needed. trigger warnings: drugs, guns, violence, sex.ย )
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
โ Iโm three pills down and wide the fuck awake. โ โ God forgive me if I sin. โ โ Now Iโm lying here awake sipping hennessy to wash away the pain. โ โ Take the gun right out the safe. โ โ Put it up against my head and blow my brains. โ โ Iโm paranoid. โ โ The blood is dripping down my throat. โ โ I can hear them knocking. โ โ I got demons at my door. โ โ Just promise me you wonโt let them inside. โ โ I donโt deal with situations lightly. โ โ Iโve never been the type to run and hide. โ
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โ Feel the affection through a chemical rush. โ โ Baby hold my hand we can slow dance. โ โ I didnโt need much yet I wonder If itโs ever enough. โ โ I can tell that the anxiety Is tearing me apart. โ โ Go on break up my relationships and break my fucking heart. โ โ ____ you canโt leave without me again. โ โ Pick me up and leave me face down bleeding. โ โ Life with you is just a life without a meaning. โ โ I donโt want to live in fear, ____ โ โ I hate that I depend on you when life gets hard. โ โ You got me singing please, Iโm such a fiend, ____ โ โ My life can only get better when I break you in half. โ
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ .
โ Please donโt try this shit at home. โ โ We send souls up to the sky. โ โ Iโma scotch every motherfucker in the game. โ โ You know Iโm feeling bulletproof. โ โ Why waste time when you get high on the weekend? โ โ Why waste time when you get high when you can? โ โ Cause thereโs nothing left to do. โ โ Iโma put the burner on his ass. โ
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โ I think the nitrous did damage. โ โ I canโt feel my legs, yet Iโm standing. โ โ I barely make it down the stairs without panic. โ โ I can see the pain in your eyes. โ โ Iโll take you to heaven if you die. โ โ Caught in a daze I persuade her with my own complications. โ โ Says Iโm stuck in my ways, thatโs understated. โ โ I canโt even hear you through the speaker. โ โ Lyinโ to me baby, make it worth it. โ โ Hop right on the ledge, jump right off the edge. โ โ I could say the sameย โbout my life. โ โ Promise, baby, Iโll take you to heaven if you want it. โ
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
โ Itโs hard to wipe that smile off her face. โ โ Donโt base the emotion off fear. โ โ Thereโs beauty in death sometimes. โ โ You should see her on a bad day. โ โ Tell me, whatโs up with the sad face? โ โ Lights they lead me home, they lead my loneliness. โ โ Iโll make sure to make it by, for one night. โ โ It might make you lose your mind. โ โ I donโt wanna waste your time. โ โ Thatโs why thereโs angels in the sky. โ
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐.
โ Tell me I canโt have it, bitch. โ โ Got respect on my neckย โcause I stay focused. โ โ Worked that nine-to-five, had my head low. โ โ To be honest I wonโt live long. โ โ So liberated, give a damn what you say. โ โ No, I do not fuck with you losers. โ โ Play with me Iโll get you stuck. โ โ Iโm gonโ get tired of fucking and rolling. โ โ The city go high at two in the morning. โ

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โโโSuccess is not final. Failure is not fatal. โโโโโItโs the courage to continue that counts.โโ
โโindie, canon-friendly original character alisa marta dubrovsky of mass effect.โโโsquadmate (me1 & me3) & shepard (paragon, war hero) verses available.โโโcrossover, multimuse, sideblog, & oc friendly.โโโblog is 21+ only, minors dni.โโโwritten by serabellym (she/her, 25+).
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โโโ People will forget what you said. โโโโPeople will forget what you did. โโโโโโโBut people will never forget โโโโโโโโโhow you made them feel. โโ
๐ ย * ย โ ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ย ( sentence starters from chase atlanticโs album beauty in death. feel free to change pronouns & wording as needed. trigger warnings: drugs, guns, violence, sex. )
๐๐๐๐๐๐.
โ Lay on the couch and letโs get busy. โ โ Type to make you fuck โtil you finish. โ โ Immediately got me losing my mind. โ โ I ainโt picky, bitch, I want it all. โ โ Iโm gonna grab the phone, and Iโm gonna smash it on your desk. โ โ Look, I need you to call me because ____ is calling with questions โ
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โ Been on and off my whole life. โ โ Why waste your time, thereโs nothing left inside. โ โ ____, you were there for me when no one ever cared for me. โ โ ____, you would lie to me and tell me everything would be alright. โ โ Youโll always be a friend to me, for life. โ โ Sheโs been flirting with me all night. โ โ I canโt see the stars because theyโre dancing. โ
๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
โ Promise you wonโt fuck the whole town when you get this.ย โ โ I just hope you get the message. โ โ If you get a minute, call me back.ย โ โ Iโm so lonely and youโre the only one that knows me. โ โ if youโre busy, then I understand it. โ โ Itโs bad timing and Iโm probably gonna end up crying. โ โ Hereโs hoping twenty minutes I'ma hear that phone ring. โ โ And Iโm guessing that youโre lonely. โ โ See, Iโve been taking medicine so I can relax. โ โ I hope youโre not mad. โ
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
โ It says a lot about the person Iโm becoming. โ โ How ironic that I donโt trust strangers. โ โ Iโm so sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. โ โ This world is big, itโll kill me if I donโt figure shit out. โ โ Have you ever seen a grown man cry? โ โ Iโve never felt this tired. โ
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โ I donโt feel euphoria, no, I feel empty. โ โ This might be the reason that she left me.ย โ โ Old friends turning into strangers.ย โ โ Newer friends, theyโre becoming dangerous. โ โ Her friends never really liked me, theyโll do anything they can to spite me. โ
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โ Overslept once again, if there was sunlight I missed it. โ โ I like to sleep because it feels like Iโm dead. โ โ We all got vices, mine is every single night I roll the dices. โ โ Honestly I think that Iโm depressed. โ โ Tried to go to rehab but I passed out. โ โ I wonโt play these games. โ โ I just wanna do what make you happy. โ