hakuna matata

wanna live in peace? don't try and ruin her life then by messaging her boyfriend secrets that she trusted you with while he's on holiday with his father in america. god, try and make out that she's the bad guy and you're the one doing all the dirty work, making me cry and feel worthless on Halloween when I was having an awesome time, ringing us when we're on nights out, and then getting my ex boyfriend to message her mister and tell him secrets? Yes, you were with him when it happened so you clearly partake in it all. Wanna live peaceful lives? Then stop f*cking with our lives? Because not once have any of us tried to contact you, or ruin things for you. Because we have some pretty dark secrets too, remember? But we're not as low as you to spread them about, we keep them to ourselves because we're not backstabbers. Thanks. Bye.

Would have been two years today, badoo

EVERY fucking thing I do goes unappreciated

So fucking sick of myself

I really fucking miss you, wish I knew how to turn all of this around😕

was gonna go out today, long bus ride, see some people, cheer myself up.. but I'm really struggling to even climb out of bed I feel that unmotivated and that mentally drained. I just wanna lay here forever please thanks

who knew you could reactivate tumblr? Lmfao

feel like I've been used for sex... Again

You are just so perfect, I want to be the one who holds your hand.

because you are broken. And I am such a wreck, I think we'd make a lovely mess.

writing out a big soppy paragraph to your boyf and deciding not to send it because it'll probably make him sick

Like idk when I do it I stop crying and I can breath properly again. felt another anxiety attack coming on tbh, wasn't letting that happened so I did it to concentrate on something else, yknow? But now there's blood all over the boyfs boxers and ugh it's disgusting. feel like shit lmfao shoot me

feel like shit and hurt myself bad. ffs.

Oh isn't it nice when feelings are mutual, haven't you got better things to do like zumba or eating or something? I have so imma go now scar ok (y) blocked so its no point texting me although feel free to waste your time some more and um if your coming to get the dvd's I will keep them here and you can have them in February.. Like having sex with a beanbag Full of jelly and that's why I faked it 100% of the time :LI told you not to start