would i lie to you about 3000 centipedes ?

feeling sick to my stomach.

I cannot relax no matter what. I keep freaking myself out and getting upset. I’m scared I’m so scared

how are you supposed to speak to someone who is justified in assuming the absolute worst about you ?

cannot play multiplayer games for the life of me anymore. it’s too much information and my brain cannot process it

idk if it’s specific to Ireland but it really feels like there’s nowhere to go and nothing to do.

had a disgusting headache today. taken 3 painkillers but they’re not working. think I’m gonna have trouble sleeping

Everyone is getting on my nerves lately

sensitivity is not a virtue

food has become so unappealing to me. it’s hard to have more than one meal a day at this point

I have nothing to say to other people

remember in high school crying or falling asleep in class and teachers just telling me to cop on because my exams were coming up

my parents resent me so much. my dad told me that i like being negative and sad. that i am the only one to blame for how i feel. there have been times when i cried or hurt myself becuase i was overwhelmed and he just yelled at me. Mam is just indifferent. they both have such a low opinion of me. if they ever ask me to do something they passive agressively say that they dont believe i will do it. they have no respect for me