sinner repenting(or repeating)

This is absolutely ME!

My childhood trauma didn't make me stronger. it made me a people pleaser. it made me forgive way too much. it made me not speak when i'm supposed to. it made me an extreme empath.

All I need is a lil communication, honesty and loyalty and I swear we forever good

A lack of emotional permanence can make darker emotions feel much worse than they are. Being sad becomes “the saddest I have ever been,” as one example. It can be hard to remember, but try to remind yourself that this probably isn’t true - it’s your lack of emotional permanence talking. And even though it feels like this is the only thing you have ever felt or ever will feel again - it will actually change. It has in the past, and it will again.

Normalize not forcing connections with people. If somebody doesn't see the value in having you by their side, don’t try to convince them.