CELESTE

And my blog has absolutely no theme.

Do I post random poems? Yes.

Do I simp over anime characters? You bet.

Do I sometimes go crazy over certain fandoms? Also yes.

Do I sometimes go crazy (again) over suicide and go on a reblogging "depressing memes and thoughts" spree at 2am? Unfortunately, yes.

Do I then wake up at 4am and get that "that girl" mindset and reblog stuff based on that? Yes.

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $60,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

I saw you for the last time.

I saw you for the last time and I felt nothing but absolute disgust towards you. Towards every tiny, little bit of you.

I came home that night with the biggest smile on my face.

I was over you.

"Keep going back till you hate them" they said. So I did.

I kept pulling you into my arms each time you opened yours.

Oblivious to the thorns that would impale me with each embrace.

I kept you unblocked knowing you would reach out.

Oblivious to the manipulation that would slither back in through my ears.

I kept you at a distance. Not too far. Not too close.

But not too far.

It makes me question whether all my actions were pure oblivion

or whether I knowingly and willingly ate the apple of sin.

Knowing that it would exile me from the heaven and peace around me.