Eat My Shorts

I hope the little piece you killed of me

Haunts you

I hope the smell of me brings tears to your eyes

I hope regret fills your heart and drowns you

I hope my tattoos are burned into your third eye

I hope you have nightmares I still love you

Nightmares because you wake up

And I don’t anymore

I hope it haunts you

I hope the smells of my favourite drinks

And my brand of cigarette smoke

Engulfs you

I hope the smoke haunts you

I hope eventually you die alone

So you know how it feels

I hope you know what it’s like

To not be enough

I hope my flaws are found in every single person

You look at next

I hope you can see my smile

In that whores chest

I hope you can’t enjoy another fucking person

Because I know I can’t

I can’t stop hurting

After being cheated

After being lied too

It’s impossible to trust anybody new

I just hope that you know I tried too

But despite that you hurt me too,

You knew what I went through

I guess that hurts me too

That you decided to put me through it again

No matter how big or little I love

My love gets littered like it’s garbage

And I feel like I’ll never be the one

To receive the love and attention

I’d give to anyone

I hope you see the pain I have

I hope you feel the pain I have

I wish that my pain haunts you

That what you did keeps you up at night

And taunts you

That you take responsibility for my weakness

For my pain

I hope my crazy finally bites back