it's ok

like i can’t even’t treat my soulmate right? if he leaves i buy 3p smack on day and just fucking end it i can’t live without him

i fucked up so hugely royally i don’t even know what to say except that no doubt imma kms

in my downbad/downfall era but i’m actually the happiest i’ve ever been bc i live w the love of my life n we r about to start a life 2gether

need h then need to die

i am going to kill myself tonight

i want to kms fr

cbt tonight lesgo

i try so hard and i’m still just never enough

i’m losing my fucking mind. fuck you fuck everyone it’s so fucking unfair. leave me alone this is not okay

i literally never post here anymore and that’s a good sign i think

i wanna kms fr

i’m fr going to end up killing myself its already pre written it’s all about When and even tho tonight the urge is Very Strong it’s not ready yet