— ” But don't you remember? We've met before. ”

Disney, Sleeping Beauty (1959)

Hello! You can call me LILIA ♡ formerly absolutise / ALI !

ㅤㅤㅤ⟡ I’m an ASSH student from the Philippines, still wondering why adults say that your high school years are your ”best years” >_<

ㅤㅤㅤ⟡ Your average isolated gal—I basically have nothing else to do than study, study, and... maybe indulge in my interests every once in a while.

This blog is a sanctuary of my thoughts, as well as serves as a place to track my academic journey.

ㅤㅤㅤ⟡ Feel free to interact with me [ or through @gglilia ] if you’re interested in being friends or just like the stuff I post on here ^_^

ㅤㅤㅤ⟡ Do refrain from interacting if you have less than ideal intentions with me—and even if you do so, an instant block will simply be carried out.

19-07-26 | HELP??

13-07-26 | Wowie, I don't have a style!

10-07-26 | Stickers!

I love my tablets so, so much... They're so cutie patootiessss... I love stickers too! I get to decorate my tablets with stickers!

All the art aren't mine, and I printed them out out of my own interest... Nya. Just for self-use 🫶

04-07-26 | Ita bags...

Does anyone know any brand of bag with a transparent window that DOESN'T break after just half a year of usage? I don't even bring much around besides my binder, an extra notebook, a pen pouch... The standard stuff. The only heavy thing would be my tablet, which I wouldn't mind just carrying around.

01-07-26 | VERY LATE RESPONSE!

01-07-26 | One of these days...

21-06-26 | I JUST FOUND THIS

21-06-26 | Miaooo...

Hey, so... Late response!

21-06-26 | No thoughts, just vibes

Exhausted and sleep deprived, but happy! I just realized I haven't posted in a while. Studies have been going well, despite 3 group tasks due this week... Have these pictures that pretty much represent my life lately.

12-06-26 | This first week was a roll!

I didn't at all expect this week to be AMAZING. Hot and exhausting, but it was AWESOME!!! I MET SO MANY NEW PEOPLE, TO THE POINT I NOW HAVE PEOPLE I WAVE AT AND SAY "HII!!" IN THE HALLWAYS TO! I genuinely enjoyed so much that I didn't bother with being on my phone besides the orientation thing... Which was slightly boring. BUT I GOT TO SPEAK DURING THE OPENING BLOCK PLENTY OF TIMES TO THE POINT SOMEONE I MET WENT "Oooh, you're the one that spoke yesterday! You have potential." AND I CAN'T EMPHASIZE ENOUGH HOW HAPPY I TRULY AM TO BE RECOGNIZED!! So so soooo many new people, people that actually notice me and don't ridicule me for being a happy-go-lucky person IRL. (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)

03-06-26 | Five days before classes!

In two days, I'll be in my new dorm... I swear I'm too young for this 🥹✌️

27-05-26 | JamiKali?

Hello! ♡ I would NOT explode someone that ships JamiKali.

I have never had a strong opinion for/against Jamil x Kalim—even after I've finished Book 4 a while back. I haven't checked out vignettes regarding the two though, so take my words with a grain of salt if you must.

It's... a mix of both trauma and codependency. I also understand that it can get toxic, considering their master-servant dynamic. But genuinely? The character arc they went through? I'd understand why someone would think positively of the ship. It's not that bad, especially how they both can't go without the other. It's a give-or-take situation—they're pretty much written that way from the characters they're based off. I don't know how else to describe it, but it's... just there for me.

21-05-26 | Dawg...

I do NAWT have anything interesting going on. As in. It's either I'm studying, grinding on Dandy's World (Wow! Surprise!!), or out doing errands like a proper little thing—all the while mentally preparing to move into my dorm.

We did go out today though. I bought some school supplies... Everything BUT notebooks and binders. Well, a singular extra notebook in case, but very much none for actual classes. Why? Who the fuck knows what my new teachers require for their classes!! We have NO list of supplies to get, so I'm basing off what my younger sisters have from their school. I didn't have to buy much stationary and art supplies because I already have a lot, and could just reuse what I already have because I REFUSE to have even more stuff to pack.

Today was generally fine though. Even though I'm totally stressed over the move. Not that I care about parting from my family, more like how many stuff we have to get because we STILL have so many appliances to buy. Bright side is that my dorm is a 5 minute walk to my building, plenty of shops (food, laundry, other things) in similar distance, 20 minutes max to two available malls and the local market in the city... You get the gist. I'm in a lucky spot compared to others dorming in the area, so I'm thankful for that. Not like I'm going out much either, I like my personal space.