I've always used tumblr as a way to vent so I guess I'll do it now, when I really feel alone. I've endured entirely too much change the past two months in my life, and mostly it's been loosing a lot of people from my life. I've been able to keep it in all this time and now I lost a friend that's been around for two years and I can't explain how this emptiness feels. I feel very alone right now , after everything. Ive ended up alone in an attic. My roomates fucked me over and I lost my whole life after they destroyed it. I lost the house I lived in, the car, and their children that I got close to since they were born, and now I lost my safe space, my friend's house that I would go to almost everyday and it hurts like a bitch. That was actually one of the realist bestfriend dive had in awhile and we helped each other. It's a good move for her she's moving to better her life than it is here in this state, it just hurts my heart so damn bad and I feel like I'm all alone now.
