SkittySol_Utooba

I used to think omegaverse was weird and then I had someone explain it to me and then I got it. I'm still confused what the trenchcoat scale is and at this point I've reached the idea that I'd rather not know

I forgot my password and remembered it now, but my sabbatical was awesome, not religious mind you, I just kind of smacked adobe premier, nothing came of it and hung out with my girlfriend. I'm 23 now and in my three years of proper adulthood I finally got to reading "Heart of darkness", the horrors were indeed interesting and the theme of man vs his savage nature- (despite the racism chipping away at most of its better attempts) was very fascinating. I also read "Things fall apart" by Chichua Achebe as a compliment piece since it was recommended as a double deal, very good as well and attacks the depictions done in heart of darkness but I ultimately feel it fell off at the end imo, but overall a very good book and whilst I cannot comment on whether it succeeded or didn't on it's critique of "Heart of Darkness", I'm glad I did read it. I also watched "Apocalypse now" with my mother. Strange, but cool, she didn't get it, I did. My thoughts on anti-war media were not changed all that much about it, though I was spoiled since everyone gives themselves masturbatory friction burns about how great it is. The next was a strange thing and that is the NSFW game "Corruption of Champions 2" my girlfriend gifted it to me on my birthday this year, the 28th of october. I thought: "It's a porn game, how good can it be?" Shockingly, it was dogshit in the NSFW and pornographic element, but the world building and regular writing was above average and even good in some instances for some of the sidequests. It really is fascinating the porn game is terrible with the pornography and the actual story is more engaging than the sexual encounters, though that is mostly because sex is treated like a transaction and list of fetishes to cross off a list rather than thought out in the term of a relationship with your MC and the NPC's. Like, I get it, you want to fuck the anthro wolf, and props, you can fuck the anthro wolf, but I feel that maybe a bit of dinner and getting to know them is a tad vital? Just a thought. I never did get the appeal of smut for smuts sake, like, the best part about the dish is cooking it and why would I settle for fast food? Yeah, I'll be full for the moment but ultimately left hollow. Of course I would be remiss not to mention the bit of transphobia and some problematic sexual language, conflating and making a mockery of certain things and only treating it like a fetish- but that is a fly in the otherwise unspoiled ointment. Also asking a pornography centered game to make a profound statement is ridiculous, I admit, but you have no limits and you still play it safe? Disappointing to say the least. Thus far the road to experiencing uncomfortable art is going well, and despite my grievances and overall, meh, feeling towards what I read this year, I'm glad I expanded my diet to try different things in art.

Absolutely wild the fandom soup I have acquired. I am a god damn hermit living on some mountain who's only company is the errant postboy or postgirl, sometimes dave comes by to play poker. Who the hell else am I supposed to prattle to about creepypasta and the evolution of internet horror? Who am I supposed to recruit into a random webcomic, which happens to share the name of a status effect from eldenring, Deathblight? I had warhammer at one point but then I got a girlfriend and she makes me buy ROCKS- FUCKING MINERALS! (I love her so much) The deathblight webcomic- I'M ONE OF THE FIRST FIVE PEOPLE to write fanfiction for it. Technically- I'm one of the two people actively writing... maybe the only one. Regardless, I can make FANDOM history! I could be recognized as an ANCIENT Guess I'm screaming into a void really, but FUCK it, I'll leave behind a MAGNUM OPUS for all to see and know. They shall look at my carved stone and gaze in awe and confusion- my corpse beside the final pillar... Eh- wait, dave's here, poker time!