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read another one of my mangas today

i love nagabe's work so muuuuuuch !!! <3

also, super funny going from monotone blue to the girl from the other side

i read my volume of seaside stranger today

very confusing

a little hard to get into

but! very cute

i wanna make a welcome leon banner, a goth kandi cuff, some ms character fan blinkies, and work on my The Project

i gotta stop jotting down so much negative stuff.. well, here's something i realized recently:

my fursona is in fact a shapeshifter, and whatever animal i am depends on my personality/mood for the day or moment

likeee my default- i'm a sort of cat/wolf creature with horns. but sometimes, i have fluffy bird wings. and those will sometimes have different sizes, too

but then, when i'm like. lounging- just hanging out with my cool lights, listening to music, just vibing- i'm more of a bigcat/wolf combo. specifically a white tiger

when i'm feeling sillayyyy, i'm full wolf but when i'm feeling more relaxed, and at peace, i'm full cat

whenever i feel soft and sweet, i'm a sort of parakeet-kitten-deer ? and whenever i feel anxious and irritated, i'm a rabbit

i'm not sure what i am when i'm like. in "adult mode," but i definitely know it's something different and sometimes i'm a rat, but i haven't figured out when yet

i thought we were only going to get better

he was trying to make coffee for himself in our kitchen. but, he didn't really know where anything was. he did a lot of little things that made the process harder on himself than it had to be, because i knew all the fixes we had to make it easier

and i wanted to tell him about them. i wanted to say "here, we have a measuring cup," or "here, there's more types of grounds under here," or "hey, i can pour that for you." and i wanted it to not be a big deal

but i couldn't say anything. and i couldn't stop getting out of the way. and i couldn't stop making myself smaller. and i couldn't stop trying to be quieter. and i could only feel the same way i used to whenever he was in the room