frostycandy

i dont even have any friends to tell.. i feel so lost.

is there even just a little happiness in this world left for me? i guess everyone hates me.

skies are grey, feelings are blue.

tired of pretending but i have no choice..

woke up with puffy eyes because of crying all night long.. goddamn missing someone who wants nothing to do with you is a different genre of hurt.

the feels when your heart is aching but your eyes cannot cry as theyre running out of tears.

i don't know.. i guess it's a goodbye. there's no point chasing someone who doesn't want to be chased anyway. i wasted lots of tears on you and it's tiring.

i dont know if i can get past it. im so scared.

i cant live up to peoples expectations. i just cant please everyone. its exhausting.. :'(

why did it hurt a lot..

i fcked up.

why can't i just get one single thing in life that i really want? am i really that worthless?

05:00 am and i started getting a tension headache.

03:00 am and my back hurts. well..