FROSTFLAKE HERON.

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so i made the hard decision of clearing out my following  -  if i unfollowed you, you’re absolutely free to follow again, i could have made mistakes and unfollowed friends with multiple blogs or cleared out what i thought were inactives, etc. and tbh i really didn’t keep a lot of followers in general.  i even cleared out my discord friends list to start fresh.  

i hope you know that this is not meant to be taken as an attack or a view on how i see people here, but i have honestly not felt well for a few months and still have some issues being on tumblr in general.  i will continue to be on hiatus until the middle of july because of this so i can take some time for myself.  i’ve honestly been feeling a bit better staying away from tumblr for the past bit.  you are free to ask for my discord, where i’ve been writing small interactions and far more active c: 

that being said, if you do follow me again and i do not follow back, please don’t take this as a slight against you.  i am just an anxious bean.

i am soft rebooting my blog of my interactions, meaning: i will be coming to followers that i had in drafts to discuss new interactions or if i’m planning on keeping a thread.  

He gently wraps his arms around her, eyes exhausted from a day of battle, but seeming content to be at her side once more, "You seem tired, you should rest." He mumbles.    ;   𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒅

.　　  ❄︎   the day is long, but it always is.  there is no break in the work of the yashiro commission, and this was after all, the life that she chose  -  one where she could give her brother some respite from his struggle, one where she could at least relieve some of his burden and add it to her own.  still, ayaka imagines that there is no one that could be more exhausted than perhaps, the adeptus xiao.  for what may seem like some, too long   -   he’s been in the service of liyue and suffered for it.  but xiao is someone stubborn, someone utterly devoted to the service of his contract and ayaka ... as much as it worries her, she admires him for it.

it does not do well when he arrives to the estate from far across an ocean, practically falling over himself in her door’s frame.  and here he is, in her arms, telling her that she is the one who should rest.

could there ever be such a selfless man born into the history of the world again? sometimes, ayaka finds that her heart bleeds.  ❝    shhh.  ❞  ayaka hushes him quietly, her fingers careful as she brushes through his hair and pushes it back from his tired eyes.  ❝    of all the people here and perhaps in all of inazuma, i think you have the most right to finally get some sleep.  do not worry.  i will sleep when you do.  ❞  it is a whispered promise, her fingers gentle and ever careful as she strokes his cheek with care.  ❝    maybe one day before long, you will not have to cross an ocean just to see me.  i am sure that doesn’t help.  ❞

howl is waiting a few feet off the next turn that ayaka takes, a single pink sweet pea clutched in his hands. before she can respond or jump, he smiles brightly, holding the flower out to her. he did quite enjoy the show she had put on, even if she hadn't, perhaps, noticed him there. he offers the flower out in thanks.    ;    𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒅

.　　  ❄︎   how many times had she been offered a flower in her life? not very many.  the last she can remember is her brother tucking back a flower bloom behind her ear as a decoration for her hair, and even that has long since passed.  flowers are mostly things that ayaka touches, arranging them in flower pots to make a masterpiece.

that’s why surprise colours her expression when a complete and utter stranger offers to her a sweet pea as she’s heading towards the bustle of the city.  ayaka blinks down at the flower’s petals, blooming and clipped in all its youthful splendor and then up at the man who offers it.  part of her of course, wonders why   -   perhaps this is just a good deed.  she would never guess that it’s because he saw her practicing her fan dance, humming to herself as her bare feet were tickled by the grass.

still, his kindness must not go unanswered and ayaka does not find the action strange though others might.  ❝    i thank you for the flower, sir.  ❞   ayaka offers to him a small smile of her own, accepting his sweet pea carefully between her fingers.  she finds it curious that his eyes glitter like gems in the sunlight.  ❝    do you often give flowers out to passersby? i don’t think i’ve seen you around before.  ❞

hello friends !!! so i am here to find a small group of people interested in taking part in an INCEPTION AU with me   -   for those who don’t know what inception is, you can watch it on netflix or hbo max if you have it, especially if you’re interested in joining. ;w; it’s a really well done movie that i highly suggest watching !!!

i do not mind crossover fandoms joining in because obviously this is an au that would put every character in the same universe.  i will however, be pulling places and some details from genshin, but this is strictly not need to know.

it is noted that while i am looking for a roleplay group for this, i also could write this as a fic but. i prefer collaborative writing so. :shrug:  if this doesn’t gain much traction, i’ll probably write a drabble or something.  we can make a little group chat on discord to discuss details and stuff and roleplay there if you’re interested !!! 

now, onto the fun stuff  -

THE PLOT   )    trigger warnings for drugs, abduction

basically, ayaka was taken by a team of infiltrators in an attempt to extract information about ayato, which can be talked about   -   could be an assassination attempt, etc.  ayaka is very cunning though, so basically their mission was failed and aborted and when she woke up from the dream they placed her in, she was in the middle of nowhere with no one around.

by the time she got home, she became invested in learning the dreamscape.  not naturally talented, it took her several years of work before she could start building dreamscapes like she does now.  her brother became increasingly more paranoid over the years after her abduction, which was devastating for ayaka to watch.  over time, she started to consider inception : to plant an idea in ayato’s head.  this would have to be a simple idea, so something like “ he is safe” to even wanting to give up his seat as yashiro commissioner to become safe.  basically, ayaka’s goal is her brother’s peace of mind.

THE ROLES NEEDED ARE THUS:

.　　  ❄︎    LET ME ASSIGN YOU AN AESTHETIC WORD       ;     𝒅𝒂𝒔𝒉 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔

𝒔𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒂

in my language, scintilla is the italian equivalent of spark. you're the spark that makes two people fall in love, you're the spark that lights up the sky when the fireworks paint our big blue ceiling with hundreds of colors. you're a bright little thing, aren't you? it's so endearing how open your mind is, how you're always ready to teach and to learn. what i wanna tell you, is that sometimes we need to make sure we don't drown in our own feelings, even if they can be overwhelming. i can't wait for your back to finally greet your pair of wings.

hello! since i lost my last shipping call, i’m making a new permanent one that will be linked to my google doc so i can easily access it when necessary for reblogs and the like!  this is a shipping call primarily for romantic ships as ayaka deserves to have a Someone and i really enjoy writing her in all types of ship scenarios. c:

some things before considering:

if you’d like to be ship exclusives, this must be mutual.  i do not mind if you write with other ayakas, but if you request this and ship romantically with another ayaka, i will feel very disheartened ;;  i obviously won’t be able to accept ship exclusives with a muse that i’m already shipping with, so i may say no on those occasions otherwise i should be okay with it.

i prefer to ship with partners who will plot with me a lot and talk with me ooc.  i like talking about ship dynamics and get anxious if i feel like that excitement isn’t reciprocated ;;; obviously we all have lives, but getting excited and talking about our ships from time to time would make me happy enough.

i won’t write smut with anyone but ship partners.  ayaka does not get involved in one night stands and needs to have a romantic, strong connection to a potential partner or partner before considering being with them.  that being said, if you send nsfw memes should i happen to reblog them and we are not shipping, i will automatically be deleting these.

ayaka won’t easily get over break ups or toxic love as she is generally a lifetime lover, so i’d prefer to keep these to a minimal.  i will still consider them on a case to case basis, but i have the right to say no if i feel the plot is too much or i think i have enough ships like these.

i will ship with ocs and canon characters, including but not limited to crossover ships and rarepairs.  i am a rarepair generator and i love crossover ships a lot so don’t feel afraid to approach me if you’re interested! the only things i won’t ship are incest and minor ships .... and any other absolute no nos that i may be missing here.  ayaka is currently nineteen, and i am well above the legal age so please keep this in mind.