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hello i haven't logged on in almost a full year 😶

tasha that's exactly how I feel, like a beautiful little old lady. ✨👵✨

there are so many young people with autoimmune diseases and serious health issues, I hate it 😞

tishue I am so sad that you have to deal with things like this too, it’s not fair! I hope everything will be ok for you too, this is not a fun boat to be in. And it really is hard not to worry with everything going on, but I’m trying my best! Sendings lots of good thoughts and luck to you ❤️

I know I don't really post here anymore but I wanted to talk about some news I received from the rheumatologist today. I'll be getting a lot more info Wednesday on my actual appointment so this is just what I know at the moment--which is kind of vague. It makes me worry though, which is why I want to talk about it. 😓 The x-rays revealed soft tissue swelling in my hands, which I expected since they hurt all the time. But something unexpected is that they found a calcified mass on my elbow and I'm going to need more x-rays and possibly an MRI as well..which makes it sound kind of scary...I just don't know what it could be...😔 Hopefully on Wednesday or very soon we'll find out about the mass and that it's nothing of note. All the rest of my test results will be talked about on Wednesday too so there will be a lot of new info to think about. 😥 Wish me luck!!

hello i'm here! and doing pretty ok. it's my birthday today! 🎂🎊

my iphone officially conked out and i had to restore it to its factory settings.  I was Sure I would have all my photos and data because iCloud showed that it all was there but after i restored even all my icloud data was gone (I even made sure not to mess with icloud at any time i case this very thing happened) for some reason and now everything is gone, including ALL of my photos from california which were incredibly important to me. I don't understand... :(

We're having to celebrate Christmas in a hotel again this year, thankfully my dad's nice friend got us a room again. Our house is Still so bad from the flood and in no condition for us to celebrate properly. There's nothing we can do about our home either and nowhere else for us to go or live. I just wish we could celebrate a nice Christmas at home like it was before the flood...that's all. 😞

Having gigantic panic attacks over having an illness along with no money or solid income is less than ideal!!