frostilicus [hiatus]

My planned return date is 25 August.

This blog has been unarchived and I will update rules/about accordingly in the interim.

As you can imagine, due to the intensity of the hate received I will be clamping down on anon hate and will be much stricter with my rules.

A lot of you may know that I received a lot of hate - especially ones telling me that I should kill myself because I’m a “threat to children” - genuine ones making sure they let me know 100% that they think I actually should kill myself.

Not the nasty “urgh kill yourself” that tumblr often does, I mean details.

I should also point out that I was the victim of pedophilia between the ages of 5-6 so the whole thing was incredibly triggering for me.

Another friend of mine who was literally molested by his own father also got called a pedophile when he wrote fanfiction about a character and I had to deal with him having a panic attack because he thought he should kill himself. Like you bastards are literally making life hell for actual CSA victims because of some anime character.

I think this whole thing is bullshit and basically if you subscribe to this belief then fuck off is my thought.

My muse for Vexen is completely gone. I love him and I love the character but you arseholes made it impossible for me to come back.

I just can’t find the muse to come back, especially not when I’m still suspicious.

This is to the person/people that said it would be a good thing if I killed myself and that they hoped I wasn’t replying because I was dead.

What does your bedroom look like?

What do you wear to bed?

Favorite breakfast?

What color’s your toothbrush?

How do you like your work space?

How often do you get in touch with friends and family?

Favorite holiday memory?

Do you have a scar? If so, how’d you get it?

First crush?

Did you believe in cooties when you were younger?

How did your parents treat you growing up?

What color’s your underwear?

What’s the worst grounding you got as a child?

First curse word you’ve said?

First friend?

First enemy?

Small hobbies for free time?

Ideal life?

Do you want kids?

Do you like video games?

What’s your comfort spot?

What kind of music do you like?

Largest amount of pain you’ve ever felt?

Biggest heartbreak?

“If you tell me one more pun, I’m shoving you off of this bed.”

“Quit hogging the blanket.”

“You pushed me out of bed in your sleep.”

“I woke up in the middle of the night without any blankets and your foot digging into my spine.”

“You said the cutest thing in your sleep last night.”

“You say the scariest stuff in your sleep.”

“When I have a bad dream, just listening to you breathe calms me down.”

“Your feet are freezing.”

“The dog takes up more of the bed than I do.”

“It’s lonely without you in the bed.”

“I’m not kidding, you really do snore.”

“Can I sleep with you tonight?”

“Apparently you’re a sleepwalker.”

“I don’t think we need anymore stuffed animals in the bed.”

“Can you make the bed today?”

“If you have a nightmare, I’m going to be right here for you.”

“I miss sleeping with you.”

“I love cuddling with you first thing in the morning.”

“You’re so beautiful when you’re just waking up.”

“Where are you going? It’s late.”