My brain is melting so fast I can't even stop it. I feel insane and annoying and really unlike myself, but maybe on the edge of figuring it all out. I'm feeling guilty about everything and sympathetic towards people who aren't even real anymore, and never were to me in the first place. I want to stop meeting people for a while and I need everyone to leave me alone. Can someone go insane from having too many bad conversations in a row? I've already done that once before, almost exactly a year ago. How many more times can I tell someone I just moved here when they ask me anything about myself? I need to fuck off big time and get my brain back right. Maybe all my problems are that I'm bored and stupid. I cut my hand open two days ago and talked about it too much.

Bam Margera and Johnny Knoxville shooting the cover of Rolling Stones Magazine, February 2001 Jackass season 2 episode 5

Bam Margera in CKY4: the Latest & Greatest (2002)

Landspeed presents: CKY (1999) dir. Bam Margera

In Order Not To Be Here (2002) dir. Deborah Stratman

In Order Not To Be Here (2002) dir. Deborah Stratman

House listing in Gainesville, Florida via Zillow

Crocodile Dose (2026) dir. Jason Waters

From an estate sale listing "Sale is enter at your own risk."

Buffet Infinity (2025) dir. Simon Glassman

John Hejduk Queen-Sized Bed for Pallucco via Facebook Marketplace

Wood sculpture pedestals, charcoal

You're Gruesome - Daisy Chainsaw (1995)

Portions of the inside booklet from Euphoria's 1969 album Euphoria