❝  well,  you're  gonna  have  to  try  really  hard.  ❞  lower  lip  juts  out  into  a  pout,  huffing  as  she  looks  up  to  meet  his  gaze.  she  never  got  mad  with  the  person  she  was  dating,  so  this  was  a  rarity.  she  was  graduating,  about  to  move  to  los  angeles,  and  now  chad  was  leaving  los  angeles?  what  kind  of  bullshit  was  that.  ❝  i  thought  we  were  gonna  get  a  cute  little  apartment  together.  i'd  go  to  ucla,  you'd  continue  kicking  ass  in  hollywood.  now  what  are  we  supposed  to  do?  ❞

 ❝  i  know  it's  hard...  it's  fucking  painful  sometimes,  just  thinking  about  everyone  who's  gone.  but  it  helps.  i  promise  it  helps  when  you're  finally  free  of  carrying  that  burden,  of  feeling  like  you  can't  talk  about  it.  ❞  she  knew  firsthand  how  it  felt  to  think  she  couldn't  talk  about  something.  she'd  kept  her  feelings  in  for  so  long  until  one  day,  she'd  burst,  and  she  was  left  screaming  about  everything  she'd  kept  up.

 she  giggles,  leaning  against  his  desk  with  a  smile  on  her  face.  ❝  is  that  a  problem?  i  mean...  i  can  leave.  ❞  she  doesn't  have  any  plan  of  leaving  any  time  soon,  though.  if  she  can  bug  clay  a  little  later,  she's  going  to  take  that  chance.  plus...  he  was  the  only  one  who  really  wanted  the  same  things  she  did.  justice  for  hannah  being  the  biggest  one.  he  got  it.  ❝  what  are  you  doing,  anyway?  homework?  lame.  ❞

 ❝  you  aren't  gonna  get  rid  of  me  that  easily,  char.  ❞  she  says,  swallowing  down  the  lump  growing  in  her  throat.  shit  was  tough,  sure,  but  the  last  thing  either  of  them  needed  was  a  breakup.  ❝  you're  always  gonna  be  my  'problem',  whether  we're  together  or  not,  but  i'm  vetoing  this  if  you're  trying  to  break  up  with  me  right  now.  ❞

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AUDREY   AND   CHAD   are   supposed   to   be   her   friends   ,   but   even   they   can   be   not   -   so   -   nice   sometimes   ,   so   jane   can   be   caught   off   guard   by   most   people   being   nice   to   her   .   especially   ones   from   the   isle   ,   but   kat   hasn’t   been   anything   of   the   sort   .   ’   is   that   only   because   we're   ROOMMATES   ?   ’

’   why   are   you   so   good   to   me   ?   ’

gentle  smile  rests  on  his  features,  sure  he's  heard  this  a  million  times  by  now.  he'd  give  in,  of  course  he  would,  he  always  did.  small  groan  escapes  him,  a  clear  sign  that  she's  winning.  skipping  school  probably  wouldn't  be  great  for  his  picture  perfect  image,  but  no  one  would  really  care  that  much.  ❝  okay.  ❞  an  admission  of  defeat.  ❝  but  it  better  be  worth  it.  ❞