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i did a cut cut on my thigh oh hmm yummy 😍🥰😳🥰

its 5 pm and all ive had so far is jam toast :) ( 185 cal ) im so happy i dont remember the last time i had low calories in a day

i was thinking " i should try and eat what i want since im sad " its 7 am and ive already binged, i hate myself so much i want to control myself

sometimes i just want to tell my mum " hey, im depressed but i dont want to explain why because i have a hard time explaing my feelings. also please give me help i have a fear of eating to many calories"

i will get there one day, i will be skinny and people will be jealous of my light body. i will pass as a guy

VENT: binge eating is the worst, you think your recovering and that you been faking your ed. but you are not recovering because you feel like shit after and want to distance yourself from everyone

image having body dysphoria AND dysmorphia

i was at the shop today with my friend and my friend pointed at a small bowl for hamsters and went " look its your food bowl ". they calling me skinny 😳???

i want to be skinny to the point nothing on me jiggle

LOOK AT ME, GO ONLY 4 MORE POUNDS UNTIL IM JUST 100 IB

i lose 5 pounds in a week and i so proud of myself :) but i think i should be sad about it because its not enough

is it normal to be dizzy all the time?, if not how do i stop it?

i wish there was someone always next to me to put me down when ever i tried to eat anything