~FreakyIsFine~

I hope you know how proud I am of you.

How proud I am of the person you are.

I hope you know how pretty you are to me.

How your beauty has no equal.

How your smile lights up my day.

How your eyes pierce through my soul.

How perfect you are.

And if you don’t know, I’ll make sure you do.

I love you.

I have loved you.

I will foralways love you.

How am I still ruining things.

I say stupid things.

I make it all worse.

I ruin everything.

Even now.

It’s not you who is hurting me; it’s me.

It’s not you who should be hurting; it’s me.

It’s not you who deserves this pain; it’s me.

It’ll be me.

I’ll take your pain; make it mine.

It’s not you who needs this pain; it’s me.

It’s me who fucked it up.

It’s me who ruined you.

I hate myself for it.

But I love you.

I want to make it better.

Let me make it better.

Let me love you.

It’s not you.

I don’t deserve you.

I don’t deserve your love.

But I want it.

I want you.

I want us.

Foralways.

I’m sorry if that’s an inconvenience.

I just want to prove to you I want our future.

I want you to want it too.

I’m in love with you.

I’m fucking it up

I’m fucking it up

I’m fucking it up

I’m fucking it up again

I keep fucking it up

Why do I keep fucking this up

Why can’t I just not

I love you, I don’t want to fuck us up

You’re always on my mind, even still; it drives me crazy.

You always make me crave you; it drives me crazy.

I can never tell you just how much you mean to me; it drives me crazy.

Even now I still have all these feelings for you that I want to scream out; it drives me crazy.

I want to be next to you; it drives me crazy.

I love you, foralways; it drives me crazy.

I know you still love me; do I drive you crazy. Still?

Your beauty, your mind, your soul; it all drives me crazy, YOU drive me crazy.

Thinking about our future, being with you forevermore; it drives me crazy.

No matter how much time will pass, you’ll always be the one for me; it drives me crazy.

After all the time that has passed, you still drive me crazy.

Do you remember this from last time?

Again, not crazy in a bad way.

Just crazy in a fucking good way.

I love you, my love.

Please stay.

Please don’t go.

Please hold on.

To me.

Please love me.

Please hold me.

Please I’m begging you.

Yearning.

Wanting.

Needing.

Loving.

My heart.

You.

I can’t lose you.

I can’t let go.

I want it all.

I miss it all.

I miss you.

I don’t want to lose you.

Please.

I’ll beg.

I’ll be whatever you need.

I’ll do whatever you want.

Just please.

Please.

Stay.

I need us.

I need you.

Beautiful.

Pretty.

Gorgeous.

Cute.

Perfect.

Stunning.

Amazing.

So so perfect.

You.

For me.

Please.

My love.

My little lamb.

My babygirl.

My lovely wife.

Mijn schatje.

I love you.

God she is just so attractive.

She makes my entire being feel so special.

No one can ever be her.

She is so much better than everyone.

I can hold you soon.

Hold me tight.

I can cuddle you soon.

Cuddle me right.

I can look at you soon.

Look at me too.

I could kiss you soon.

I could.. if you’re okay with it.

I can be around you soon.

You are so beautiful.

You are so pretty.

You are so cute.

You are so adorable.

You are so kind.

You are so sweet.

You are so lovely.

You are so caring.

You are so gentle.

All I want is to tell you how I feel toward you all the time.. it drives me crazy.

All I want it to tell you I love you, but I don’t want you to leave.. it drives me crazy.

All I want is to be around you every second of every day.. it drives me crazy.

I look at pictures of you, I watch videos of you.. you drive me crazy.

When I see you, I feel so happy like everything is “just right”.. it drives me crazy.

My feelings for you are overwhelming to you, right.. do they drive you crazy..?

No matter when I see you, I want to yell and just get all of these feelings out of my head.. it drives me crazy.

It’s you. You drive me crazy

You have driven me crazy.

You still do.

You will.. foralways drives me crazy.

What will become of me?

The feeling of loneliness grows ever so slowly.

I can’t tell myself everything is okay anymore.

I can’t act like I’m not hurting.

It’s difficult for me.

I feel it all.

I feel everything.

I feel nothing.

Can I stop feeling this jealous of everything

I am sorry you feel the way you do.

I’m sorry I can’t help easily.

I’ll do whatever you need me to.

I will be here foralways.

No matter how you need me.

No matter when you need me.

No matter how much you need me.

I will be here foralways.

I wish I could take your pain away.

I wish I could make you feel happier.

I wish I could be there with you.

I will be there.

I will be here foralways.

No matter the distance.

No matter the cause.

No matter what you need.

I will be here foralways.

I care for you.

I care about you.

I want to take care of you.

I wish I could.

I will be here foralways.

I am sorry for what you had to go through.

For what you are going through.

I hope to help you.. not for me, but for you.

I am here.

I will be here… foralways, I promise.