Finally There.

Remember, your feet didn’t stop working, you’re just overthinking it. You will do great like you always do.

Remember to drink water at work and eat a real meal for dinner.

Lock the doors in your van before you go to bed and charge your battery pack.

Be safe on your next jobs, remember to bring extra socks.

You should charge the battery on your 2nd gen, I bet it’s dead and you’re gonna need it for something.

I hope you get your shovel head and it’s just the way you want it and it doesn’t leak oil or need a rebuild.

Don’t drive too fast and wear your seatbelt.

Don’t let Cody talk you into dumb shit.

I hope one day you get your big garage that fits all your toys.

I hope you finish the Hudson one day. With a supercool 8 ball shifter.

I hope one day you find the right girl. I hope she’s patient and kind. I hope she doesn’t have my worst qualities or my need to isolate. I hope she’s cooler than me. I hope your mom loves her too.

I hope you change for the better. I hope you figure things out.

Your callused hands.

I miss your eyes.

But then I just keep thinking about how I would cry so much.

I think about the nights where you fell asleep and I just sobbed. How I felt so alone in so many moments.

Begging for things to change and they didn’t.

I just feel defeated.

I don’t want another shot at us.

A point where nothing burns or aches

A point where I take care of myself inside and out

Maybe I’ll lose my reservations and just allow myself to do the thinks I so badly want to do.