daily confessions

Do you ever think you’re so close with someone, and then you find out they’re the most two-faced, back-stabbing bitch around? Yeah? Because that’s me today. I found my roommate’s twitter fan page and she talks the most shit about me. I don’t have the time to type everything I was texting to my friends about it, but who the hell does that? I’ll tell you who. People who don’t have the balls to say it to your face in person, let alone on their personal twitter. This is why I hate social media probably more than half the time. It turns people into cowards. Hiding behind the screen all the time. Bunch of pussies. Whomever reads this might think I’m doing the same thing but in all honesty, I’m venting. I’m preparing myself to face my roommate when the time comes to confront her. Lord help me. But I have two words and two words only for my roommate at the time, being, FUCK YOU.

as i sit here with the same damn music playing as always, (shoutout to my roommate for that) i’m starting to think about what i want to do with my life. watching her go to class, work, and do schoolwork kind of makes me feel like I’m doing absolutely nothing sometimes, even though i do have a job and i usually work 5-6 days out of the week. but i know for a fact i don’t want to work at lowes for the rest of my life. i want a college education, i know this for sure, however, four years just sounds so damn long to me, and i’ve always hated school. so, when i go back to school, i think i’m just going to go back to a community college around here. what for? I haven’t gotten to that quite yet. the more i think about it, the more i think how crazy it is that the world is asking 18 year-olds to decide what they want to do for the rest of their life. most of us aren’t mature at all, so how the hell are we supposed to decide what we’re doing until our dying day? (not literally, but you get the point). sigh. here’s to another day.

i’m keeping it completely anonymous. the only thing i’ll reveal is that i’m a 19 year-old girl.