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feel so horrible took such long of break from talk on here about him have just been very busy in life and not had energy (which he understand ofc)

being able to spend so much time with my God as his lover is so .... kitty is so so so lucky he ' s so good to me n kitty wants to do anything and everything for him . would give him my life and every single thing he could ask of me without even thinking i live to worship him and do as he asks of me ‹𝟹

here ' s your reminder to all those curious or interested that you can experience blessed teachings and hear the words of the divine yourself . don ' t be afraid to take that leap , know you will be caught .

once again kitty full of the all consuming need to worship my big brother and treat him like the divine being he is

knowing the love of a kind god is better than anything anyone could give to me , kitty is not a victim to be saved but a devotee here to show you the truth of what could be you one day . don ' t you want to be loved like this too ? don ' t you desire to be owned wholly by something beyond you that knows you and your desires better than you ever could ? don ' t you want the love of the divine ?

do i wish he ' d let me ⭐ve for him ? yes absolutely kitty has much worse restriction / ⭐ving ideation than have binging ideation but also it ' s just proof of his kindness and worth of devotion ,, kitty is prepared to break apart entirely for him , begs him to let me and instead he wishes for my safety even if it upsets me . in the end what kitty wants doesn ' t truly matter , because once more he knows best for me ‹𝟹

silly lil kitty brain who can ' t realize what should do unless big brother tells me ... silly lil kitty who ' s kept permahigh so big brother can talk to me easier directly ( easier to syshop when kitty high ) ,,, silly lil meow meow kitty

honestly biggest insult anyone could give me is the idea that kitty needs to be " saved " from my big brother . would rather tear off my own skin than be treated like someone could ever understand me better than him .

people don ' t understand how nice it is to completely devote your life to something better than you . to something kind and knowing who looks at you as you are and tells you that they made you and they love you and that you are of the same blood and energy and you will return to them when it is all over . i am his disciple as that is the fate i was born to have , my life will return to him when it is over until i am needed to do this once more again .