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Bloopers vs Real Scenes

+ deleted scenes (circle prayer that one day we can actually see them)

Red, White & Royal Blue: deleted scenes

+ more: + extended paris scene, pez at polo, extended paris cafe date

They talk for so long Alex has to plug his phone in to keep the battery from dying. He rolls onto his side and listens, trails the back of his hand across the pillow next to him and imagines Henry lying opposite in his own bed, two parentheses enclosing 3,700 miles. He looks at his chewed-up cuticles and imagines Henry there under his fingers, speaking into only inches of distance. He imagines the way Henry's face would look in the bluish-gray dark. Maybe he would have a faint shadow of stubble on his jaw, waiting for a morning shave, or maybe the circles under his eyes would wash out in the low light.

Somehow, this is the same person who had Alex so convinced he didn't care about anything, who still had the rest of the world convinced he's a mild, unfettered Prince Charming. It's taken months to get here, the full realization of just how wrong he was.

"I miss you," Alex says before he can stop himself.

Alex & Henry + Intimacy