my sexuality is Connell Waldron's neck chain in Normal People.

"Everybody talks about Kurt as the great musician who was tortured and talented. They talk about his drug addiction and they talk about the dark side of him. But I got to experience another side. This was such a cute moment, playing with Frances. He loved her." - Kevin Mazur, via The Rolling Stone

30 with three kids and not much has changed. Still singing songs, praying, and reading together every morning. On the other hand, there is a nagging internal dialogue going back and forth in my head: “this is a big year, you better not waste it, what do you have to show for so far, are you gonna write that book or record an album, what about launching a business or side hustle” and it’s kind of disheartening at times tbh because deep down I know: it’s not what it’s how. Maybe my big thing is being faithful in the little things, maybe shooting for being a good husband and father and community member is enough? Perhaps prestige, popularity, dollar signs, and status symbols aren’t worth as much as purpose and principles. But it’s hard because hustle culture assumes contentment as complacency. So maybe 30 isn’t a big year for a big thing, but a big year for faithfulness in the little things. https://www.instagram.com/p/CB94OXEll_X/?igshid=ilpzg97vs4kq

Carrie 1976

Mad Men, S2 E12 “The Mountain King” (2007-2015)

People in New York City watching the Seinfeld finale together

Paul Mescal as Calum Paterson in Aftersun (2022) dir. Charlotte Wells

Mad Men, S1 E7 “Red in the Face” (2007-2015)  

he is everything to me