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wtf they're so gay /pos

One of the things that irritates my tism is when I do something and people see it as contradictory (or new & sudden) to who they think I am and not seeing me as a human being or actually acknowledging or knowing me as an individual person beyond whatever role or trait they projected onto me. The disappointment is self inflicted and the entitlement to answers is baffling. Often with me the truth is there if you would just look hard enough. But that requires self reflection and often deconstruction of antiblackness that many cannot be bothered to do. And I’m not doing it for them tbh…

One of the things that irritates my tism is when I do something and people see it as contradictory (or new & sudden) to who they think I am and not seeing me as a human being or actually acknowledging or knowing me as an individual person beyond whatever role or trait they projected onto me. The disappointment is self inflicted and the entitlement to answers is baffling. Often with me the truth is there if you would just look hard enough. But that requires self reflection and often deconstruction of antiblackness that many cannot be bothered to do. And I’m not doing it for them tbh…

Yaoi