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i honestly dont feel too tempted to come on here which is nice, ive been slowly healing. i see small improvements that make me a little proud of myself

oh and bday soon!! <:3 and ive been drawing again i drew an oc ref andnim working on a gift ref for one of my bfs ocs. Oh and neocities me and lukas have been coding together and its been really fuxkign fun. and playing games again

i really wanna see social media as a fun of thing again which is why i dont think ill return here besides infrequent updates until it seems enjoyable again, twitter feels more comfy atm

i made really good ramen the other day with garlic butter paprika cinnamon&sugar and hot sesame oil!! then i put in a little of the pacjet and it made it so satisfying :D it wasnt spicy either it was really hearty and comforting

ive also been trying to read again even if its nostalgic books i find pdfs of and its been really nice

idk why im rambling so much i didnt sleep last night bc of my new meds but since my posts are so infrequent i felt like i should give a proper update, just so i feel satisfied not coming on if nothing else

we took a break bc we were paranoid and nitpicky of ourselves, nothing really happened i just got tired of feeling that way so we made the step

i hope this is the proper amount of Not oversharing while still being a nice cohesive update

i want to say sorry too for all of the vents before i took a break, i was going through it and venting was ultimately Not good for me! ik a lot of people vent but its still something we were personally unhappy with

tldr im doing my best and im determined to keep getting better idc how cheesy that sounds im embracing my corny side because fuck being nihilistic!

stay safe be kind and patient with yourselves and dont isolate, i hope everyone is well and taking care