Princess of Gore

Nope, sorry! 

I’ve had it for years and I don’t plan on getting rid of it. It’s not just tied to the character, it’s also my btag and something I personally go by. I simply felt this character had run its course over the years and eventually all villains come to an end.

Fuck you for using me as a meat shield.

I’m kidding.

I don’t really know what to say other than we had a really complicated and odd friendship. You were really nice to me in the end, even stood up for me a few times. Just know I never forgot that.

I know you eventually got married and I am surprised and pretty happy for you. I remember bits and pieces of what you told me about your ex marriage, so I hope this one sticks.

The reason you’re getting this is because I passed away. Don’t look so surprised. I just wanted to thank you for being good to me during those days. 

Be a better parent than I was.

With Love,

Fox

P.S. I don’t know how to contact The Highlord or what to say other than thank you, so please pass it on sometime. He and I only knew each other for a short time, but in that time he was good to me.

Plus, I seen you two talk. 

There would be a small and horrible doodle of Fox flipping him off with a grin at the end of the letter.

If you’re receiving this that means I finally kicked the bucket. I didn’t think the day would ever come, but it’s something that happens to everyone at one point or another. I know we didn’t stay in touch much, but all I can say is that I’m sorry. Just know you were always with me, even at my worst you were my family.

I hope you get everything you want out of this fucked up world. Whether it be killing everyone, killing certain houses off, or running off into the sunset with everyone’s gold I hope you achieve it. If you have already? Good for you.

Nevermore was my home when no one else would take me and I’ll never be able to repay that.

Thank you for always having my back in the old days.

With love,

Fox

You probably don’t even recognize this writing I bet. It’s honestly a bit weird even seeing it myself. I hope you’re doing well, really. I remember when I first met you I was envious. You had this smile that could get anyone’s attention and you could make me laugh. Really laugh which was rare from someone like me.

So, thank you for being my friend.

I think...those were my favorite days. I’m going to miss them. I lost myself after everything changed, went down the deep end again and I wish I could say it was better...that I was better. I wasn’t though, it’s who I am and who I’ll always be. I’m sorry that I never wrote or kept in touch, but I didn’t want you to see how bad I had become.

If you received this, it’s because I wrote it a long time ago in case I died. I suppose that day has finally come, I paid off someone to mail these out when their ring dimmed away they would know I’m gone. I only wrote a few, because I wasn’t really close to that many people. Hell, I don’t even think I ever told you my real name, but I do remember telling you that one day I would tell you it.

My name was Aerielyn Shadowfox. I always hated it, but I thought you should know.

Have a drink for me, will you?

 With love,

Fox

Everything ends.

Fox stared at Reli who was on top of her, the fight between the two old “friends” had been long. She bared those familiar sharp fangs at him and hissed out something that would change the rules completely.

“I’m goin’ to take everythin’ ya love. Ya say you’re scared of becomin’ me? Well I’m goin’ to make ya into me, Reli. I’ll start with Ana and then? Then tha’ wee little girl ya grew so fond of,” she snapped out with a crooked smile. It was the wrong thing to say and she had underestimated the man she bested one too many times.

His long, slender ears flicked back as the darkness and rage overcame him. His hand clenched around her throat and for a moment she thought her windpipe would crush right there. The rogue lifted her up only to slam her head down against a rock. The blurriness stunned her, but still she managed to thrust her dagger into his side even with the tunnel vision.

It didn’t stop him.

Without any warning he took his blade and stabbed her in the stomach. Her arm reached up to go for his throat, but it was too late. His free hand had snatched the wrist that clung onto her dagger for dear life. “I don’t think so,” he said in a dark and taunting tone while ripping it from her grasp and throwing it into the distance. “I’m just getting started.” Reli bashed his fist into her face and made it clear just how far he was willing to go for those he loved by plunging his blade back into the wound he had created.

Fox’s eyes widened as she felt it enter her once again. She tried to squirm out of his grasp, but his weight was keeping her from doing so. He never relented, every time she moved he only pushed himself against her even more and drove the blade deeper.

She lost. 

“Don’t you know? Foxes don’t win against wolves. Enjoy hell,” he said beside her ear and removed the dagger to let her bleed out. Almost instantly, her crimson began soaking her leathers. She could feel it draining from her rapidly and he was too smart to just leave her there. Reli removed himself and held onto his smaller wound as he watched her fade from existence.

The cold, creeping feeling began to overcome her. Her fingers weakly tugged at the grass and foolishly reached for her blade that was entirely too far away. Her shaking hand moved lazily over her stomach, all she could feel was the sticky warmth coating them and the pain slipping away.

With her very last breath, she croaked out the weakest laugh as she whispered out one final thing, “now....you’re...like me.”

basics

Full Name (On public records): Fox Van'analesh. Birth name (Unknown): Aerielyn Shadowfox. Nickname(s):Foxy, Monster Age: Around 20 in human years. Race: Sin’dorei. Gender: Female. Sexual Orientation: Bisexual, leans more toward men. Romantic Orientation: Has to have a deep connection with or else she wont date you. Fox often finds herself with little crushes and shows her affection in odd ways, but she's no where near promiscuous. Religion: She's in love with death. Occupation: Assassin. Language(s) Spoken: Thalassian, Orcish, Common, and Zandali.

physical appearance

Face Claim: Emma Howes. Hair Color: Crimson. Eye Color: Green. Height: 5’3” Build: Lean with somewhat wide hips that she's come to adore. Distinguishing Characteristics: So many tattoos. So. Many. She also has elongated top canines which give her small fangs, and a gilnean accent with a Row rat twist.

personality

Positive Traits: Extremely intelligent, a sharp memory, quick reflexes, and seems somewhat fun in public. Negative Traits: Borderline sociopath, dumbs herself down to get attention off her, insane, cannibalistic tendencies, stalker, highly possessive, and murderous. Goals/Desires: Waking up every morning.

Fears: None.

Hobbies: Engineering, creating chaos, people watching, and talking to people...sometimes. Likes: Animals, blood, gore, killing, adrenaline, hallucinogens (using them on others), poisons (using on others), inflicting fear, rain, gilneas, tea, and coffee. Dislikes: Unwanted affection (funny because she does it), when people try to dig around in her past, and memories. 

family

ALRIGHT. Time to clear some shit up then I guess.

I don’t send hate. Ever. I don’t fucking care if you’re scum of the earth or some ungodly person who deserves it, I. Don’t. Send. Hate.

Not saying that -whoever- I supposedly “sent” hate to deserves it, because they likely don’t. I’m going to take a wild guess because of the whole name business though as you referred and to the many, gee, whispers I’ve got on game. I still don’t think they deserve it, I don’t even enough about them to say what kind of person they are. Just like you don’t know me. I don’t know how their life is nor what is going on behind a computer and from what I’ve learned, words can really hurt someone.

The name? Well, yeah, I do kind of own it. It’s my toon’s name. I have the original Fox name that’s on an account I pay monthly for so in a way, yeah, it’s mine. Does this mean there cannot be others running around with the same name? Nah, not at all, go for it. Hell there’s even another Reli running around and I have that name. Am I mad about either of these things? Nope. I’m an adult and it doesn’t bother me. I’ve even had Reli make a joke about there being too many hotties to handle. Fox even has a pal named Vixen so I mean, there’s that.

Wanna know what does? This message. This right here, stuff I want to avoid for having a name on a server. I believe the only “hateful” thing I ever really said was on a broadcast and that was it was confusing to rp in the same place, the Row, with another user having the same name as me on their mrp. This wasn’t me whining and going “oh god pls change your name I am the only awesomest person with it qqq” nah. I’ve had it for three years and I’ve seen -plenty- of others come and go. Just like I’ve had whispers years ago for the same thing, someone getting upset I had the name. I will admit it does get tiring that some people get upset over it and lash out at me.

It was just simply confusing for not just myself, but the other I was interacting with because they didn't know what emote to reply to. I noticed the same very thing happening with their party involved so I logged and went to writing on Reli’s tumblr. I wasn't mad, nor will I “put ‘em on ignore” because who knows if I ever will rp with this person in the future? I only use the ignore feature for creeps.

Am I mad? Yes, but not for the reasons I’m being accused of. Simply this ‘non, bugging me. Why? Because I’m being accused of sending hate and being called a child. Still not fully mad though, bro.

Sorry if I offended anyone, I guess?

Inside The Actor’s Studio Edition.  

Tagged by dances-with-shadows

So the purpose of this meme is to give a little info on your muses without having to rely on others to fill your ask with meme questions. I know how disappointing it can be to come back to an empty ask so I wanted to create a meme that anyone and everyone can do (mun and muse). The rules are simple, you do not need to be tagged to fill out the questions, but once you have you must reblog and tag 10 of your followers to spread the love (as well as add a question of your own to the bonus section). You can fill it out as many times as your heart desires (we all know muses can change with their character development.)

10 Questions:

1. What is your favorite word?:

Crimson; I love it. I like th' color an' I like th' way it pours out of people. I love feelin' it all sticky on my fingers too, let's not get started on th' taste of it.

2. What is your least favorite word?: 

Uh...light I guess.

5. What turns you on?

Blood an' pain. Gore. When people are scared.

4. What turns you off?: 

I dunno a lot of things I guess. People who try to 'it on me in general usually piss me right off. 

5. What sound do you love?: 

Knives breakin' skin, cryin', beggin', screamin', an' th' woods.

6. What sound do you hate?: 

Loud talkin'. Like when I'm standin' in th' Row an' there's a lot of people 'roun'; so many tha' they talk at once an' ya can't 'ardly make anythin' out.

7. What is your favorite curse word?:

Wanker.

8. What profession other than yours would you like to attempt?:

Leatherworkin' or Alchemy.

9. What profession would you not like to do?: 

Tailorin', shit is borin'.

10. If heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the pearly gates?: 

And ya thought this place wasn't real didn't ya? I don't know 'ow somethin' as dark as ya could even get in 'ere. Ya didn't choose ta be this way, Fox. Your mum would like ta meet ya.

Bonus Questions:

1. Something most people don’t know about you?: 

I eat people. No, really. I drink their blood an' eat their skin, I like th' feelin' of 'ow chewy an' thick it is between my teeth. I like eatin' it raw too an' 'earts are my favorite. Dunno 'ow it started, I just tasted th' blood one day and th' addiction grew from there.

2. If you were one of the seven sins which would you be?: 

Probably all of 'em.

3.What are some notable merits and flaws?: 

Merits: I'll kill anyone even if it kills me in th' process. I'm loyal to those I work for.

Flaws: I'll kill anyone.

4. Sexual Preference?: 

I don't really...care fer sex. It doesn't interest me.

OOC: She's bisexual but leans more towards men.

5. What position do they sleep in?: 

Curled up with my 'and on my blades.

6. Favorite sexual position?:

I dunno.

7. If they could change one thing about their lives, what would it be?: 

Nothin'. Maybe lovin' 'im, but then I wouldn't 'ave met th' kids I claim as my own. So I guess nothin'.

8. Do they see themselves as good, or evil?: 

I am th' villain; simple.

9. Is there anyone, or anything they would die for?

Maybe, I'd probably die fer anyone if it meant gettin' a chance to kill a bunch of people before it 'appened.

10. Do they find themselves attractive or not?

I guess so; doesn't really matter.

11. What is their worst fear?

I fear nothin'.