sevin

sevin ✦ she ✦ 19 ⤷ main blog: @girlsloadedgun

⠀─⠀🏹⠀i've been consistently roleplaying for about 2 years now and have an assortment of ocs that i love! i'm a big fan of complex characters and stories, which shows in my ocs. i work with dead dove more often than not due to the nature of my characters and their histories.

⠀─⠀🪽⠀talk me about ocs and i will go on rambles forever! i like to post moodboards and headcanons about them, so asks and pms are always welcome! if you'd like to be friends just hit me up : P

⠀─⠀🫙⠀if you're looking for a roleplay, check out my ad here!

⠀─⠀💌⠀a list of some of my favorite ocs & ships:

a private 18+ discord server roleplay dead dove ✦ original lore ✦ sfw

Dark and dreary thanks to the perpetual rain and clouds that overcast the city, Seattle is still recovering from by far one of the biggest music scenes and the consequential heroin epidemic brought by it. Needles still shamelessly litter the streets, and those affected have either long since departed or are in a constant battle for sobriety. Some may say the efforts are futile, while others have hope for a brighter future. 

No one expects yet another tragedy to strike all sections of the city's community.

⠀⠀⠀" when you're feeling safe in your skin ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀maybe we'll meet again ⠀⠀⠀⠀when you're feeling down in Kingston ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀maybe we'll meet again "

" wasted, wasted in a cyber dimension pour my heart into simulation digital in reciprocation i'm staring at the screen that you live in i'm trying to remember your name then the memory before i awaken is coded to a million fragments but all i had was pixel affection "

" oh my love, as long as i have you, i don't feel so bad in all my life, the moments i've had, don't have you "

" your hands were warm, though you came in from the cold i took one and held it and suddenly started to shake shake shake shake shake "

" ooh, come on, baby (yeah) oh, come on, darlin' (yo) let me steal this moment from you now oh, come on, angel come on, come on, darlin' let's exchange the experience (yo, ooh, ooh) "

⠀⠀⠀⠀" she calls my name ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀pulls my train ⠀⠀no one else could heal my pain "

" the first time i saw you i knew it would never last i'm not half what i wish i was i'm so angry i don't think it'll ever pass and i was bad news for you just because i never meant to hurt you "

" however far away i will always love you however long i stay i will always love you whatever words i say i will always love you i will always love you "

" there's a shadow on my wall it dances like my soul dances like my soul it's so cold now i swear it will be warm here she come now "

" when the night descends are you sleeping? all the things you've done comes to haunt you all that we can do is smile it will be like this for a while "

⠀" mommy, i'm afraid I've been talking to the hotline again ⠀⠀⠀⠀it's stirring, but the ripples always seek out the ones who carry "

" i'll let you win and i'll let you tie the ribbon to my hair just so that we could come back to this if we really cared the morning gates stay open if you had a thought that i'd be there oh, i'd be there "

" i know it's for the better know it's for the better know it's for the better know it's for the better know it's for the better know it's for the better "

" mom, i'll be quiet it would be just to sleep at night and i'll leave once i figure out how to pay for my own life too mom, would you wash my back? this once, and then we can forget and i'll leave what i'm chasing for the other girls to pursue "

" of course i don't regret the moments where i wept and yearned for what i've got now it's only time, it won't age like wine but it's mine and i'll take the blow "

⠀⠀⠀⠀" and you could be my brother once again, fall asleep with our backs against each other "

" i can't help but repeat myself 'i know it's not your fault' still lately i begin to shake for no reason at all "

" i somehow see what's beautiful in things that are ephemeral i'm my only friend of mine and love is just a piece of time in the world, in the world and i couldn't help but fall in love again no, i couldn't help but fall in love again "

" i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you take me back to the night we met i don't know what i'm supposed to do haunted by the ghost of you oh, take me back to the night we met "

" and if i live past seventy-two, i hope i'm half as cool as you i got my pen and thought that i'd write a melody and line for you tonight i think that's how i make things feel alright "

" honey just put your sweet lips on my lips we should just kiss like real people do "

" she moved in to the house next door said she'd never been in love before tried the best she could to hide herself away but every time she turned the lights down low he thought he heard a voice calling out so slow come and take me away from all this pain "

" i hide behind the walls so you don’t notice me at all but it hurts me so i’m waiting in the wind whispering the things i want you to know "

" all that was shown to me, sunlight was something foreknown to me, sunlight oh sunlight oh your love is sunlight oh your love is sunlight but it is sunlight "

" and your dearest fantasy is to grow a baby in me i could be a good mother and i wanna be your wife so i hold you to my knife and i steal your letter not a lot, just forever intertwine some together as the rock bears the weather not a lot, just forever "

" let's follow the lights follow the crowd baby we got to get out let's get out of this town "

" i want an ocean view, somewhere as long as i'm next to you, i don't care i don't wanna live my life in circles i just wanna find an empty road let's get away from here, let's go "

" sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet little agony i don't know just where you've been but i'll take, take, take all that you have for me in sin, where are we going? "

" stay with me as we cross the empty skies come sail with me we play in dreams as we cross through space and time just stay with me "

" here I lay just like always don't let me go, go, go, go go, go, go, go (take me to the edge) "

" you snuck me to your daddy's bedroom, showed me all his guns you said, 'careful or you'll blow your head off make sure the safety's on' "

" we're the same, we're both rabid animals got sick heads and minds, we were both born feral like fields growing high, we're just those dark animals the sad things at night, we know no control "

" and one day they will knock the buildings down like vomit our ghosts will all spill out "

" inherited your dad's crazy eyes history repeats our whole damn lives yeah this place gets old but it's really hard to scrub the dog piss out of a white trash heart "

" just hold me through these lonely nights we'll have a blue wedding tonight hold me through these lonely nights we'll have a blue wedding tonight "

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀" you're wishing for wounds because it's all that you've ever known "

" this is no place for a miserable child sent from above to a world where it's gone wild you'll never escape from your desolate home "

" getting older looks good on you but, god, someone make it stop nature will run its course i'm left to pawn you off "

" i'll keep you in my heartlocket, in my heartlocket chain i'll keep you forever, so-o-oh i'll keep you in my heartlocket, in my heartlocket chain don't want you to go "

" god loves you, but not enough to save you so, baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself "

⠀⠀⠀⠀" i don't want to live like this, lord i don't want to live at all "

" i don't want to feel this anymore but if i don't, that's fake i don't want to do this anymore but there's nothing else to take "

" help, i'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer hard to be soft tough to be tender come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train "

" drink to forget don't get upset open your mouth you look so out of it "

" push a button, pull the trigger, climb a mountain, jump off a cliff 'cause you know baby, i love you, love you a little bit "

" here comes the sun, doo-doo-doo-doo, here comes the sun and I say 'it's alright' "

" little darling, the smiles returning to the faces little darling, it seems like years since it's been here "

" we'll meet again don't know where don't know when but I know we'll meet again some sunny day "

" close your eyes, dream on, dear little child in the sky, stars are still fading away "

" reoccurring constellations put it to rest terror again horror in town no sleep 'til then "

" 'cause he wanted me to be all guts no glory 'all survivor, no guilt' he said "

" he held my head and made me watch filled my mouth up with its blood and said 'grow up weak or grow up tough' "

" she should have stood out in the crowd she should have made her mother proud she should have fallen on her stance she should have had another chance "

" this living room memorial doesn't bear a name i guess i can't blame you but i hate you all the same "

" i'll spare you pain, i can feel my shame creep through that floor i can't fuck it up if it's not there at all i can't fuck it up if it's not there at all "

a private 18+ discord server roleplay dead dove ✦ original lore ✦ sfw

Dark and dreary thanks to the perpetual rain and clouds that overcast the city, Seattle is still recovering from by far one of the biggest music scenes and the consequential heroin epidemic brought by it. Needles still shamelessly litter the streets, and those affected have either long since departed or are in a constant battle for sobriety. Some may say the efforts are futile, while others have hope for a brighter future. 

No one expects yet another tragedy to strike all sections of the city's community.