[ FOURTHCLONE ] āø» an independent , selective , low activity roleplay for ROCHE from FINAL FANTASY VII REMAKE + REBIRTH . canon-divergent for the sake of portraying a grounded and fleshed out character . this character is a work in progress from an unfinished ( ongoing ) game / narrative ; please proceed with this in mind . 20+ . suggestive content present . dark and triggering topics present . this blog is not spoiler-free , insofar as my muse goes . written by moogle !
A STUDY IN: lost childhood, lost hopes and dreams, the incessant desire to live, the guilt of survival, the yearning to be valued, the yearning to be understood, dreams of friendship defiled, warped sense of reality, warped sense of self, 'i will fight for my freedom, no matter how inconsequential it may be', what are you really fighting for ?
āā CARRD . SPECIAL PORTRAYAL NOTES **PLEASE READ** VERSES.
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you must be 20 years or older to follow . mun is 30 years old and doesn't feel comfortable writing with anyone under this age .
mutuals only . do not send me anything in - character or send memes if i'm not following you back . please double check before interacting .
i like to keep my dash tidy and full of people i will actually write with and show interest in writing with me ; i may softblock if i do not see any interest shown in the muse or in interaction .
this muse is a work in progress . i also don't care too much about adhering 100% to the canon of the original ffvii as much as i respect it , because ffvii remake/rebirth is introducing new ideas / concepts that may conflict with previous lore . i do not welcome criticism about me employing what has been presented to me in ffvii remake as part of my roche's backstory . so as long as ffvii rebirth tells me otherwise , roche is what he is in my portrayal - please do not try to police me on it passive aggressively try to tell me my perception is 'wrong' . it's happened before when i first tried to write this muse and it made me feel incredibly insecure and sidelined ; please DO NOT do this .
this is not my main blog ; my main blog is @charroblanco . please understand replies here will be slow going and not always consistent , as i work full - time , have adhd , and other responsibilities .
do not follow solely for shipping . i do not insta-ship . i ship based on chemistry and would prefer us to discuss a dynamic before we jump to shipping our muses .
this extends to cloud blogs . while roche's obsession with cloud verges on the homoerotic at times , roche's obsession with him and tendency to flirt does not automatically constitute a ship between the two and i'm more interested in developing a deep dynamic between them .
just because roche is a new addition exclusive to remake is not an invitation for you to treat my muse like a lesser character ; i will play around with giving him ties to the events in crisis core and will play around with giving him ties to the likes of genesis rhapsodos and zack fair , you do not have to adhere to these themes , but i ask them to be respected . i ask for my muse to be taken seriously as a new addition in the ffvii universe and a potential vehicle into exploring the plight of SOLDIER as they are now after the events of the genesis war .
i realize that none of these fabricated narratives are reality or set in stone , but they are a big facet of my portrayal of roche , and i feel they add a layer of depth that makes for interesting and varied interactions . please do not assume i see them as gospel , they are a vehicle for me to make sense of the character as he is now , explain his obsession with cloud , and his certain similarities to genesis rhapsodos .
the best way to interact with me is through memes . ALWAYS feel free to send them !
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i am duplicate friendly !
in terms of activity , i work 8:30am to 5pm mon-fri , so expect minimal activity until saturday and sunday , which are my days off . note that i will be scarce overall as i work through rebirth streams on friday and saturdays .
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strong possibility i might remake this blog. itās cluttered; my tags donāt fucking work for some reason? and tbh iāve been grappling with very intense feelings of self doubt and idk if a fresh start will help me w that or not.
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SENTENCE STARTERS FROM VARIOUS SOURCES FOR PLATONIC DYNAMICS, ROMANTIC DYNAMICS, AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN.
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āĀ Ā If I had a flower for every time I thought of youā¦I could walk through my garden forever.Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā You are my fate. ā
āĀ Ā I'm not whole without you. You are life itself to me ā
āĀ Ā You mean so much to me that sometimes I donāt know how to handle it.Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā Even before I was touched, I belonged to you.Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā We are more than friends; we are family. ā
āĀ Ā Weāll protect each other. ā
āĀ Ā Blood makes you related. Loyalty makes you family. Youāre my family. ā
āĀ Ā I want so badly to protect you from the world because I know how bad it can be. ā
āĀ Ā I promise I will find you in every universe.Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā Iāve always wanted to live a fairytale, and you have written one for me. ā
āĀ Ā When I fall in love, I fall to pieces.Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā I love you. Iām not just here for the pretty parts ā Iām here for you no matter what. ā
āĀ Ā Something about you makes me feel alive. ā
āĀ Ā You will never be unloved by me; you are too well tangled in my soul. ā
āĀ Ā Weāre in this together. ā
āĀ Ā Itās you. Itās always been you. ā
āĀ Ā I have loved you since we were children. ā
āĀ Ā I donāt want to have the worldās attention. Yours is enough. ā
āĀ Ā I broke my rules for you. ā
āĀ Ā What I have with you, I donāt want with anyone else. ā
āĀ Ā You have a place in my heart that no one else can claim. ā
āĀ Ā Iāve been dreaming about you my entire life! ā
āĀ Ā Iād choose you. Every single time. ā
āĀ Ā You and me? Itās a forever kind of thing. ā
āĀ Ā My soul will always find yours. ā
āĀ Ā If only you knew just how completely and devoutly I worship you. ā
āĀ Ā I love you with all the broken, blood-stained pieces of me. ā
āĀ Ā I am your sword, your shield, and your lovesick protector. ā
āĀ Ā For you, thereās nothing that I wouldnāt do. ā
āĀ Ā Your subconscious seeks me. ā
āĀ Ā Sleep. Iāll fight the bad dreams off if they come to get you. ā
āĀ Ā I donāt think you understand the effect that you have on me. ā
āĀ Ā You saved me in every way a person could be saved. ā
āĀ Ā Come back. Come back to me. ā
āĀ Ā You would not believe me if you knew how often you are in my heart and mind. ā
āĀ Ā Everywhere I go leads me back to you. ā
āĀ Ā You are so adorable when youāre angry. ā
āĀ Ā No, I am not angry. I know your thoughts. Your heart is better than your head. ā
āĀ Ā I condemn you. Yet my heart yearns for you. ā
āĀ Ā Whatever our souls are made of, yours and mine are the same. ā
āĀ Ā My heart is, and always will be, yours. ā
āĀ Ā Iām obsessed. Iām addicted. I will gladly cross every single line if it means making you mine. ā
āĀ Ā I am so proud of you. Youāve been so brave. ā
āĀ Ā The love you have in you is the kind of love that will vigorously shake the world. It is also the kind love that heals all wounds and save souls. And I am tremendously in need of it. ā
āĀ Ā If I know what love is, it is because of you. ā
āĀ Ā I will look for you in every lifetime, until we finally stay. ā
āĀ Ā You will find me when you return, even if you're a thousand years late. ā
āĀ Ā When it was dark, you always carried the sun in your hand for me. ā
āĀ Ā Having a soulmate is not always about love. You can find your soulmate in a friendship too. ā
āĀ Ā I have loved you in every life, I think. ā
āĀ Ā The way to love someone is to lightly run your finger over that personās soul until you find a crack - and then gently pour your love into that crack. ā
āĀ Ā I still remember you as a little girl who overwaters plants because she doesn't know when to stop giving. ā
āĀ Ā You are dear to me. I don't want to let you go, and I won't give you up. ā
āĀ Ā I'll tell every one in the world that you are the only one that matters. ā
āĀ Ā The world was made so that we could find each other in it. ā
āĀ Ā Friends are the family you choose. ā
āĀ Ā You and only you, can make the rest of my life peaceful. ā
āĀ Ā I don't want soft or subtle. I want rough, wild, heartache, I want sins, I want you. ā
āĀ Ā I think I wished for you all my life. ā
āĀ Ā How could I ever hate you, when all I know is you? ā
āĀ Ā It doesn't matter who my father was; it matters who I remember he was. ā
āĀ Ā You did something for me I couldnāt do for myself. You loved me for who I am. ā
āĀ Ā I long for you. I really, utterly long for every bit of you. ā
āĀ Ā You are part of my existence, part of myself. You have been in every line that I have ever read. ā
āĀ Ā You are beyond all the worlds that I have ever known. ā
āĀ Ā I will forget my name before I forget you. ā
āĀ Ā No human being has ever stood so close to my soul as where you stand. ā
āĀ Ā I always have such need to merely talk to you. ā
āĀ Ā I waited for you my entire life, and you are worth every minute. ā
āĀ Ā Family means that no one gets left behind or forgotten. ā
āĀ Ā We both know that he means the world to you. Why are you afraid to tell him that?Ā Ā ā
āĀ Ā You can become homesick for people, too. ā
āĀ Ā The greatest thing youāll ever learn is to love and be loved in turn. ā
āĀ Ā Sheās my sister; she needs me. ā
āĀ Ā Never sacrifice your family, your heart, or your dignity. ā
āĀ Ā Whatever you do, youāre still my brother. ā
āĀ Ā My identity rests solely and firmly on this: I am my motherās daughter. ā
āĀ Ā Family is supposed to be our safe place. ā
āĀ Ā The warmest light is your body. ā
āĀ Ā Forgive me for my love ā for ruining you with my love. ā
āĀ Ā "Family" isn't defined only by last names or by blood; it's defined by commitment and by love. ā
āĀ Ā I beg of you ā let us aside our differences, and see each other as our family. ā
āĀ Ā You are my treasure, my pale gold, the heart of my heart. ā
āĀ Ā It is too late to turn you out of my heart. Part of you lives here. ā
āĀ Ā I donāt care; I love you anyhow. ā
āĀ Ā I shall do one thing in this life ā one thing certain ā this is, love you, and long for you, and keep wanting you till I die. ā
āĀ Ā I think I missed you all my life until you finally showed up. ā
āĀ Ā Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in things we do for each other every day. ā
āĀ Ā You bring me peace that I havenāt found anywhere else. ā
āĀ Ā Remember, no matter how foolish your deeds, those who love you will love you still. ā
āĀ Ā This morning Iām ambitious, proud, energetic and very madly in love with you. ā
āĀ Ā You give me joy that few men know. ā
āĀ Ā I suppose that I am too enamored by you anyway. Every time I see you I get more so if it is possible. ā
āĀ Ā I just want to relax in your arms. ā
āĀ Ā I never stopped looking for you. I never gave up hope that you were alive. ā
āĀ Ā I wish I could be as strong as you. ā
āĀ Ā Itās okay. Everything is going to be okay. I promise. ā
āĀ Ā The ones that love us never truly leave us. ā
āĀ Ā The right people fight for you. ā
āĀ Ā When we heal ourselves, we heal the next generation that follows. Pain is passed through the family line until someone is ready to feel it, heal it, and let it go. ā
āĀ Ā Even if you fall or falter, I will be with you. ā
āĀ Ā Iāll always want you more than anyone. Youāll always matter to me more than anyone. ā
āĀ Ā Anyone who falls in love is searching for the missing pieces of themselves. ā
āĀ Ā Perhaps we were friends first and lovers second. But then perhaps this is what lovers are. ā
āĀ Ā I must admit I miss you terribly. The world is too quiet without you nearby. ā
āĀ Ā I love you. I knew it the minute I met you. ā
āĀ Ā You didnāt break me. You helped fix me. ā
āĀ Ā Itās nice when someone remembers the smallest of details about you. ā
āĀ Ā Ever since I met you I want you by my side. ā
āĀ Ā There's no better feeling than to be here with you. ā
āĀ Ā When we work together, we are unstoppable. ā
āĀ Ā Whatever I need, I have when I'm with you. ā
āĀ Ā Iāve loved you from the moment I laid eyes on you. ā
"Traumatic memoriesā tend to arise as fragmented splinters of inchoate and indigestible sensations, emotions, images, smells, tastes, thoughts, and so on ... These jumbled fragments cannot be remembered in the narrative sense per se, but are perpetually being āreplayedā and re-experienced as unbidden and incoherent intrusions or physical symptoms. The more we try to rid ourselves of these āflashbacks,ā the more they haunt, torment, and strangle our life force, seriously restricting our capacity to live in the here and now.
Peter A. Levine,Ā Trauma and Memory: Brain and Body in a Search for the Living Past
happy sinday yāall! feel free to change any descriptors, combine prompts, and play with context if desired. spicier prompts towards the bottom.Ā add +ā» for the reverse! ā”
[ grope ] ā sender feels up receiverās ass
[ spank ]Ā ā sender spanks receiver
[ trace ]Ā ā sender traces up receiverās stomach/chest
[ kiss ]Ā ā sender trails kisses down receiverās chest and stomach
[ hickey ]Ā ā sender gives receiver a hickey
[ grab ]Ā ā sender feels up along receiverās hips
[ squeeze ]Ā ā sender feels up along receiverās thighs
[ slim ]Ā ā sender feels up along receiverās sides
[ gentle ] ā sender sensually presses and traces along receiverās back
[ neck ]Ā ā sender bites and licks along receiverās neck
[ nibble ]Ā ā sender bites and licks along receiverās collarbone
[ massage ]Ā ā sender gives receiver a sensual back massage
[ nibble ]Ā ā sender nibbles and licks against receiverās breasts/nipples
[ rub ]Ā ā sender teases and pinches at receiverās breasts/nipples
[ lick ]Ā ā sender nibbles and licks along receiverās ear
[ mouth ]Ā ā sender kisses down the back of receiverās neck and spine
[ feel ]Ā ā sender massages against receiverās ass and the backs of their legs
[ grind ]Ā ā sender grinds against a part of receiverās body (specify where)
[ strip ]Ā ā sender teasingly pulls receiverās pants and underwear off
[ pull ]Ā ā sender teasingly pulls receiverās panties/boxers out of the way
[ naked ] ā sender fully strips receiver naked
[ tease ]Ā ā sender teases receiverās ass open
[ open ]Ā ā sender teases receiverās legs open
[ tremble ]Ā ā sender teasingly traces along receiverās cock/pussy/genitals
[ finger ]Ā ā sender fingers receiver
[ tongue ]Ā ā sender licks along receiverās cock/pussy/genitals
[ ass ]Ā ā sender licks and bites along receiverās ass
[ slick ]Ā ā sender licks along receiverās anus
[ smooch ]Ā ā our muses french kiss while naked
Cloud was just stunned that Roche had even paused to listen to him, or had even heard him. He knew that look on the other's face, and knew it wasn't of his own volition that he was acting the way he was, now. It made him feel so ill to think that something awful had happened, and he did not know the reason for it. He wondered, briefly, if this was somehow his fault; for not giving the appropriate amount of attention to the other. All his focus being brought towards the problem that lay against the world; Sephiroth, and all the terribleness he wrought.
Yet, this... this was different. This couldn't be just because of Sephiroth. No, it might be worse. He could see in the walk this one walked, talked, acting just like a large carnivorous predator. His heart sunk when he heard him speak again, eyes as wide as saucers when all he could do was back up, tightening his grip on his blade as the other encircled him.
"I...--" His breath caught in his throat, as he was taken aback by such nearly-intimate sounding things. A brief flicker of doubt passed his face, and he glanced downward to the ground in thought. This was not something easy to answer, but deep down he could only think of one thing. "I would..." Then he was looking back up at him, again, eyes filled with such concern. "For you, I would... but please. There has to be another way. I want to help you." Cloud wasn't ready to just give in, not yet. He wanted to see what other options there possibly could be, but -oh- did his body wish he would bend the knee for the other, right this instant.
ā š¾š¶š¼š³š« šš¶š¼ , now ? ā soft , purred inquiry as he comes to a stop , mako gaze appearing an even brighter shade of green under the sun .
there's a madness there , but only an inhuman one , as the hopes and dreams of one man collide with divine will . little did anyone know that not a single facet of it all was spurred on by one singular event , but an entire lifetime āø» short and oh - so - fleeting , but every single moment had shaped him so perfectly āø» primed him for this singular moment : a sacrifice .
why would he want any help ? there was so much noise before . so many memories . so many people living inside of him he felt , at times , as though he could split at the seams . but he couldn't scream . he refused to . it wasn't a burden to carry all of that ( was it truly ? ) . . . but he longed for freedom . to be made new , perhaps . oblivion is freeing . . . and the hunger feels good .
ā ha ha ! how quickly you forget your friends , ā he guffaws , burying his visage in his hand , as it to obscure the stark amusement writ on it . ā unless . . . you know , they weren't ever your friends at all . that's okay too . t̶h̵eĢøyĢø ̵ Ģ“cĢ·oĢøu̵l̶d̶ Ģ· ̵n̵eĢ·vĢ“e̶r̶ Ģ“ Ģ“uĢønĢød̵eĢ“rĢ“s̶tĢ·aĢ·nĢødĢø Ģø ̵yĢøoĢøu̵ Ģø Ģ“.Ģø on the contrary , tĢøhĢøe̵yĢ· ̶ Ģ“w̵iĢ“l̶l̶ Ģ“ Ģ“oĢ“n̶lĢ“y̶ ̶ Ģ·sĢøeĢør̵vĢ“e̶ Ģø Ģ“tĢøoĢ· Ģø Ģøh̶oĢ·lĢødĢ· Ģ“ ĢøyĢ·oĢøuĢø Ģ· Ģ·b̶a̶cĢ“k̵ . from where i'm standing , you're the one who needs help , ā he says , and wields his sword in both hands , swinging at cloud with a guttural roar .
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āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāøŗ šŖš°š¹šŖš¬ šŗš¬šµš»š¬šµšŖš¬ šŗš»šØš¹š»š¬š¹šŗ . [ open ]
ā š¶šÆ , you needn't tell me , my dear , ā he says , sing - song lilt to his voice , grandiose as though addressing an audience . besides , he has known for a long time now that he is nothing more than a hound on shinra's leash , but what is a solitary decaying man to go against the powerful corporate giant ? he has no such thing as allies . ā it's the others in there that haven't opened their eyes . my fellow , oblivious comrades ! it sure would be sweet if we could all band together āø» abandon our masters and crush them with the very same power they gave us . it would be rather poetic , no ? ā
š¹š¶šŖšÆš¬ šŖšÆš¼šŖš²š³š¬šŗ šØš» š»šÆš°šŗ āø» such easy bait she lays out for him . the SOLDIER , in his all - too - grand bravado , relishes a challenge . however . . . it simply does not feel right . the scene is lacking . besides . . . it wouldn't be a fair fight to begin with .
ā an adorable display , but those who are sure of themselves have nothing to prove , ā roche points out . ā i am sorry to disappoint , my dear . . . but if it is a fight you seek , you shan't get it from me . ā
happy sinday yāall! feel free to change any descriptors, combine prompts, and play with context if desired. spicier prompts towards the bottom.Ā add +ā» for the reverse! ā”
[ grope ] ā sender feels up receiverās ass
[ spank ]Ā ā sender spanks receiver
[ trace ]Ā ā sender traces up receiverās stomach/chest
[ kiss ]Ā ā sender trails kisses down receiverās chest and stomach
[ hickey ]Ā ā sender gives receiver a hickey
[ grab ]Ā ā sender feels up along receiverās hips
[ squeeze ]Ā ā sender feels up along receiverās thighs
[ slim ]Ā ā sender feels up along receiverās sides
[ gentle ] ā sender sensually presses and traces along receiverās back
[ neck ]Ā ā sender bites and licks along receiverās neck
[ nibble ]Ā ā sender bites and licks along receiverās collarbone
[ massage ]Ā ā sender gives receiver a sensual back massage
[ nibble ]Ā ā sender nibbles and licks against receiverās breasts/nipples
[ rub ]Ā ā sender teases and pinches at receiverās breasts/nipples
[ lick ]Ā ā sender nibbles and licks along receiverās ear
[ mouth ]Ā ā sender kisses down the back of receiverās neck and spine
[ feel ]Ā ā sender massages against receiverās ass and the backs of their legs
[ grind ]Ā ā sender grinds against a part of receiverās body (specify where)
[ strip ]Ā ā sender teasingly pulls receiverās pants and underwear off
[ pull ]Ā ā sender teasingly pulls receiverās panties/boxers out of the way
[ naked ] ā sender fully strips receiver naked
[ tease ]Ā ā sender teases receiverās ass open
[ open ]Ā ā sender teases receiverās legs open
[ tremble ]Ā ā sender teasingly traces along receiverās cock/pussy/genitals
[ finger ]Ā ā sender fingers receiver
[ tongue ]Ā ā sender licks along receiverās cock/pussy/genitals
[ ass ]Ā ā sender licks and bites along receiverās ass
[ slick ]Ā ā sender licks along receiverās anus
[ smooch ]Ā ā our muses french kiss while naked
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watching the witcher season 3 while simultaneously thinking about FFVII ( if i knew more about the witcher and saw some blogs in my vicinity, roche would totally be a witcher bc letās face it⦠the similarities between witchers and SOLDIER are there ) and thinking about how if thereās one silver lining is that war w the wutai is prob gonna be a thing in part 3 and roche isnāt gonna be a part of any of that. maybe