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I wish you would tell me How you really feel But you'll never tell me Cause that's not our deal When you leave me You take away everything You take all my money You take all my weed I wish you would tell me  How you really feel But you'll never tell me Cause that's not our deal I wish you would tell me  How you really feel But you'll never tell me  Cause that's not our deal That's your deal That's not my deal That's your my deal That's not my deal That's your my deal That's not my deal That's your my deal That's not my deal

The Atlantic was born today, and I'll tell you how The clouds above opened up and let it out I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere When the water filled every hole And thousands upon thousands made an ocean Making islands where no island should go Oh no Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat The rhythm of my footsteps crossing floodlands to your door Have been silenced forever more The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row It seems farther than ever before Oh no I need you so much closer [x12] So come on, come on  So come on, come on  So come on, come on  So come on, come on

And I needed arms, but the open air was limbless, and my nervous breath was endless, if only it would stop. When your teeth collapsed you made me catch them,  blood in hands and on your halo. The heart was hatched in early hours,  we moved to land and watched it grow old. Lock your teeth into me, tangle up your spine; nails in your quiver, I had ached in my jaw line.

Blind Love // Jared Mola (you can find him on soundcloud and pure volume)

On the porch, she will sit, light another cigarette, and take a sip of anything that makes it right. She's outside, trying to hide from the fight just inside, where her mom and her dad destroy each other and on the phone she will call every boy, yeah, one and all. They will touch her in all the right places. And in her room, she will slide down the bed and try to fly, and she will fall once again for the feeling And as he grabs her brown hair, she is faking that the feeling he gives her is real as the floor underneath the bed is breaking  she will finish what she starts with "I love you." So from her head to her toes, nervous hands and runny nose, all of this just for one night of feeling and in her ears she will hear all the things that hide her fears of dying young and making plans for the future. And all the marks on her arms symbolize a fractured heart and all the boys that were smart left her alone So from the roof, she will fly 50 feet down the side of the house where she once was happy Yes it's true, she's aware that she is breaking and it's true, she can't do anything well in her blue underwear she is thinking how in jesus' precious name she got here Well it's sad but it's true she is ending but for now, she will pray for some wings on a black cadillac she is landing hard yet her parents' biggest worry is the car

When I watch you, want to do you, right where you're standing yea Right on the foyer on this dark day right in plain view oh yea Of the whole ghetto, the boot-stomped meadows, but we ignore that yea You're lovely baby, this war is crazy, I won't let you down oh no no no I won't let them take you, won't let them take you hell no no I won't let them take you, won't let them take you hell no no No no no no no And when our city, vast and shitty, falls to ashes They'll search the buildings collect gold fillings, wallets, and rings But Miss Black Eyeliner you'd look finer with each day in hiding oh yea Beneath the warm wood, ooh love me so good,  They won't hear us screw away the day, I'll make you say (Alive, alive, alive with love) No I won't let them take you, won't let them take you hell no no Oh no I won't let them take you, won't let them take you Our Treblinka is alive with the glory of love Treblinka, alive with the glory of love yea Should they catch us and dispatch us those separate work camps yea I'll think about you, I'll dream about you I will not doubt you with the passing of time Should they kill me your love will fill me as warm as the bullets I'll know my purpose this all was worth this I won't let you down No I won't, no I won't, no I won't (Alive, alive, alive with love) I won't let them take you, won't let them take you hell no no

So my love I Left this world for a while For a while I float through strange days Search the one way to Bring me back to you So don't let me go Don't let me go Don't let me go From here 'cause I'll be still lost I'll be still lost I'll be still lost I'll be still lost When you come When will you come To look for me If I was to Call you Would you come And if I was to Call you Would you come Oh my love When will you come to look for me 'cause I'll be still lost I'll be still lost I'll be still lost I'll be still lost When you come Why don't you come To look for me?

Take my hand  We'll hide in the corner;  Hide in corner  Take my hand  We'll hide it's 'til it's over;  'til it's all over 

Things are looking up, oh finally! I thought I'd never see the day  When you smile at me We always pull through, oh when we try, I'm always wrong but you're never right. Oh you're never right! Honestly, can you believe  We crossed the world while it's asleep? I'd never trade it in, 'cause I've always wanted this! And it's not a dream anymore!  No. It's not a dream anymore!  It's worth fighting for. Could have given up so easily I was a few cheap shots away from the end of me Taken for granted, almost everything that I would have died for Just yesterday, Just yesterday Honestly, can you believe  We crossed the world while it's asleep? I'd never trade it in, 'cause I've always wanted this! It's not a dream anymore!  Oh. It's not a dream anymore!  It's worth fighting for. God knows the world doesn't need another band, (whoa, whoa!) But what a waste it would've been! (whoa, whoa!) I can't believe we almost hung it up (whoa, whoa!) We're just getting started (whoa, whoa!) Honestly, can you believe  We crossed the world while it's asleep? I'd never trade it in, 'cause I've always wanted this! It's not a dream anymore!  Oh. It's not a dream anymore!  It's worth fighting for. I can't believe we almost hung it up!(whoa whoa)  We're just getting started! (whoa whoa)  Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!

Oh brother ur blood was so thick Can you still smile Into my daughters eyes I could just sink into this sea, forever Oh inside you feel like needles Woman how could you do this to me? Oh captain who is your captain? Who hears you crying? Was it okay to cry... Sometimes? Sometimes...

Humans can be; the cutest of animals - sometimes And I walk out of the hospital cursing cars - because All this turnover makes me so tired And how are you feeling like the grime in these hospital walls Can't quite wash out your tiredly lives. Grandma tucks you in at night. Says never be afraid - of anything outside. Grandma tucks you in at night. Says goodnight little sweet. And you come from the dead people; These pictures of the past Litter the floor like news print. Like cities fell in stacks. And men jumped from buildings The dust was overwhealming Do we except; anything to last? Grandma tucks you in at night. Says never be afraid - of anything outside. Grandma tucks you in at night. Says goodnight little sweet. Goodnight little sweet. I'll sing you to sleep. Watch everything recede. La la la la Goodnight little sweet. Watch everything recede. I'll sing you to sleep. La la la la Goodnight little sweet. I'll sing you to sleep. Watch everything recede. La la la la Goodnight little sweet. Watch everything recede. La la la la

Have you ever gone back  To the things you used to love?  Old shoes, old friends, old bands, old trends,  It hurts when you discover that  Nothing's that great,  You had bad taste  It's much too late  To get back the time you wasted  Teenage boys out having fun,  Trying to pass for 21  I sit back and wonder what it's like  'Cause everyone I know is broken, or broke, or both  And I'm sick of seeing things not turn out right  Because  Nothing's that great,  You had bad taste  It's much too late  To get back the time you wasted  Yeah, yeah, yeah  And the who's who of the fun years  Sit out saying,  "When I was young  I thought I have grown, become mature,  Now I am sure that I'm as dumb as I ever was"  And I know it's because  Tender hands and a smile  Does not a mother make,  The years she spent teaching you,  Common sense is what it takes  Nothing's that great,  You had bad taste  It's much too late  To get back the time you wasted  Yeah, yeah, yeah  Yeah, yeah, yeah  Yeah, yeah, yeah  Yeah, yeah, yeah

Going To Port Washington // Jared Mola (he is on pure volume and souncloud)

If you were the ground beneath my feet I'd find a way to float or just walk so gently If you were the star in the night sky I'd figure out how to fly or just walk with my head high They pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside Babies grow and buy their own homes To fill with families of their own If you were the clouds that bring the shadows The dark won't make me sad, though I miss you I'll make shadow puppets and I'll laugh Because I know you'd love it And I'll cry a little too If I were God, I'd destroy all religion Abolish all divisions and leave the world with love And I'd probably take you up with me Because we're selfish here above Yeah they pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside Babies grow and buy their own homes To fill with families of their own We've lost a lot, but we've got much more And if you need comfort, that's what we're here for And if the ground shall crumble, and the stars shall fall I will hold your hand and we'll both stand tall They pushed me around, but they haven't knocked me down Flowers die, so I'll plant a pot inside Babies grow and buy their own homes To fill with families of their own I'm not so scared, I'm not so scared I'm not so scared, I'm not so scared

Before the throne of God above I have a strong and perfect plea: A great High Priest, whose name is Love,  Who ever lives and pleads for me. My name is graven on His hands,  My name is written on His heart;  I know that while in heaven He stands No tongue can bid me thence depart No tongue can bid me thence depart. When Satan tempts me to despair,  And tells me of the guilt within,  Upward I look, and see Him there Who made an end to all my sin. Because the sinless Savior died,  My sinful soul is counted free;  For God the just is satisfied To look on Him and pardon me To look on Him and pardon me Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Praise the One,  Risen Son of God!  Behold Him there, the Risen Lamb My perfect, spotless righteousness,  The great unchangeable I am,  The King of glory and of grace!  One with Himself I cannot die My soul is purchased by His blood My life is hid with Christ on high,  With Christ, my Savior and my God With Christ, my Savior and my God

Hunter eyes Lost and hardly noticed, slight goodbye I want to rip your lips off in my mouth And even in my greatest moment doubt The line between deceit and right now Simple math It's how our bodies even got here Sinful math The ebb and flow to multiply What if I was wrong and no one cared to mention? What if it was true, and all we thought was right was wrong? Simple math The truth cannot be fractioned Either way I imply To mitigate the guilt, we could align A perfectly constructed alibi To hush the violent guilt that eats and never dies In actual blame, they called me once the dark divide Simple math It's why our bodies even lay here Sinful math The truth cannot be fashion What if you were crazy, would we have to listen then? What if we've been trying to get to where we've always been? What if I was wrong, and started trying to fix it? What if you believed me? Everything is brilliant What if I've been trying to get to where I've always been? What if we've been trying to get to where we've always been? Simple math Believe me, all is brilliant What if we've been trying to kill the noise and silence? What if I was wrong and you had never questioned it? What if it was true, that all we thought was right was wrong? Simple math The truth cannot be fractioned I imply, I've got to get it back then

The weight is gone, heavy words that I could have said. I sang instead when other girls only cried I call it grace, I am a mindless child.